Texts between dad and I this morning. I had to cry.

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I had to go out early this morning for an appointment. I didn't sleep all night and if you've been following my posts lately, you may know I've hardly had much sleep for quite awhile now. Obviously I am sleeping but not as much as I should be. After my appointment, I went to the train station and sat waiting for a bus and I got a text from my dad. DAD: "Hello, just redressed wound and the said they can see some improvement which is a good thing. The machine will stay on til Monday now then they will look again." ME: "Did they say anything else? Anything else positive? Anything negative?" DAD: "Nothing negative, just that there were signs of tissue." After reading that I put my head in my hands and started to cry. Not because I was sad. But because I was worried I would hear that his foot was doing badly that it had to be amputated. I just started crying due to complete exhaustion. Thankfully I was subtle about it and no one noticed. This isn't over just yet though. It's really good news for now and I will take that! But I will not feel 100% until my dad has the complete green light on his foot being healthy. I had about 40 minutes sleep this afternoon but I'm up again. Though I already suffer with weird sleeping patterns, this certain event has had me have some rough insomnia lately so I plan to just relax and MyLot. I have been wanting to do this for awhile now but I want to go through every single post I've done just to double check I have answered everyone. I am aware that there is one or two I have been meaning to go through and I definitely know I need to catch up with the ones I've done recently so hopefully by Monday I would have gone through them all.