I can't stay at home anymore today or my mood will keep going down
By Lena Kovadlo
@lovebuglena (52206)
Staten Island, New York
June 27, 2019 2:34pm CST
I feel like I can't stay at home anymore today. If I do my mood will just keep getting lower and lower. I need to get out of the house but it's too hot outside. I can't take the heat very well. It's very exhausting for me. And even if I go outside I don't just want to wander the streets. So, what do I do? Where do I go?
My husband is probably gonna go see his parents after work, so I can probably go with him but that will be after 9 pm. And he didn't even tell me that he is going or ask if I wanna come too. I just saw him take a cup he got for his dad with him when he left for work, so that probably means he will go. Wonder if he will tell me though or ask if I wanna come along.
Even if I end up going with him I still have to occupy myself with something that will perk me up until then. I don't know what to do. Just sitting on the computer or watching TV will not help. And I am not really much in the mood to read.
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@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
27 Jun 19
I thought of that but that means spending money. Though I can be strong and not cave in to buying anything.
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@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
27 Jun 19
That's good. I gotta try to get myself out of this mood instead of just swimming in it.
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@hereandthere (45628)
• Philippines
28 Jun 19
can you go to the library? or just sit at the food court?
@hereandthere (45628)
• Philippines
29 Jun 19
@lovebuglena that's quite common here, too, just window shopping.
@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
30 Jun 19
@hereandthere Sometimes window shopping is good but sometimes it is disappointing when I ended up not getting anything. Almost like I wasted my time for nothing.
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@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
28 Jun 19
I ended up going to a department store to look at shoes and handbags. Didn't get anything though.
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@LindaOHio (222726)
• United States
28 Jun 19
What's going on, Lena? Do you want to talk about it? Go to the mall and people watch or just take a ride around. Take a nap. That's always good when you're down. Do you feel better after you ate?
@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
28 Jun 19
Sometimes when I am very down I can't do anything... no desire for it. I ended up going shopping but mainly because I thought hubby was gonna go see his parents and I wanted to go with him. That never happened 'cause his parents were too tired from their flight. Not that I enjoyed shopping a whole lot but at least it got me out of the house.
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@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
28 Jun 19
@CarolDM That's why i hate summer. The heat, the humidity, the sweating. I prefer it nice and cool. Or cold.
@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
28 Jun 19
I don't drive. But walking around and seeing the sites can be good I guess. Not when it's very hot though. I don't do the heat well and hate sweating buckets.
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@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
28 Jun 19
@lovebuglena I don't care for the heat either.
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@Nevena83 (66063)
• Serbia
27 Jun 19
I'm sorry to feel that way, but I think your husband needs to dedicate more time to you and make your mood better.
@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
27 Jun 19
Most of the time he is at work.
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@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
30 Jun 19
@Nevena83 Sometimes it feels like it.
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@Nevena83 (66063)
• Serbia
29 Jun 19
@lovebuglena I understand, but you lack attention.
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@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
27 Jun 19
There is a movie I want to see but it is not out yet.
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@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
28 Jun 19
@LeaPea2417 It's called Yesterday. I think it's out today.
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@amadeo (111937)
• United States
27 Jun 19
that is late there.do something there must be something that you can do
@amadeo (111937)
• United States
28 Jun 19
@lovebuglena At least you got out.This is important
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@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
28 Jun 19
Ended up going shopping. Though I didn't buy anything.
@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
28 Jun 19
I read a little on my way to the department store I decided to go to. I don't usually read on buses because it can make me feel nauseous but it didn't this time.
@Scrapper88 (5980)
• United States
27 Jun 19
Sometimes; I usually call somebody and talk with them for a little while when I start feeling like this. I found out that it helps me out some.
@lovebuglena (52206)
• Staten Island, New York
28 Jun 19
I should probably try that sometime. But not sure I wanna call my mom about it. And no one else I am ok with calling.
