Today is Ew
By angel_smiles
@Lolaze (5092)
St. Louis, Missouri
August 22, 2020 2:55pm CST
Today has not been a good day. My anxiety is through the roof and I keep dealing with intrusive thoughts. It sucks when this happens on weekends because my case manager isn’t available.
I’m at a spot where I have to decide if I am going to try to get some justice for a nasty series of events or let karma handle it. I don’t want the person repeating their behavior with other at-risk people. I also know though, that I will be dragged through the mud and my anxiety sent out of control. It’s a rock and a hard place situation.
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@RebeccasFarm (91297)
• United States
22 Aug 20
Oh dear so sorry Lola. I am sending good thoughts to you.
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@RebeccasFarm (91297)
• United States
22 Aug 20
@Lolaze Thought you were moving too from St Louis that did not work out no?
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@Lolaze (5092)
• St. Louis, Missouri
22 Aug 20
@RebeccasFarm The pandemic has slowed that down a bit unfortunately.
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@LindaOHio (222534)
• United States
23 Aug 20
Isn't there someone you can call for emergencies when your case manager is not available? Also you might check anxiety hotlines or mental health hotlines for someone to talk to. Sometimes it's best to let Karma take its course. Good luck; and try to have a good Sunday.
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@Lolaze (5092)
• St. Louis, Missouri
23 Aug 20
There is a behavioral health hotline here but they expect your full name and address before even talking to you, which makes me feel weird and not trust them. They’ve also not been helpful the past two times I called.
I may call my therapist - the type of therapy I do, she returns calls even on weekends.
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@LindaOHio (222534)
• United States
24 Aug 20
@Lolaze Your therapist sounds like a good option. Have a good Monday.
@Butterfingers (66603)
• India
23 Aug 20
Sorry dear it's not a good feeling but I hope you can divert your thoughts towards a nice weekend and njoy your time
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