Cried At Work This Evening / myLot

United Kingdom

February 12, 2022 8:18pm CST

It was so embarrassing but I think I'm really cracking. I'm so nervous for my talk with my boyfriend tomorrow I feel like it's going to be bad news. And today I asked the nurse in charge if I can be sick for later's night shift. Im worried I won't be mentally fit to nurse someone. My life is so governed by my heart I worry I would make a mistake.

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Suryati20

@sinari (4996)

• Indonesia

13 Feb 22

I hope your mood improves, and you return to being cheerful and smiling happily. Stay excited.

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YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

13 Feb 22

Thank you. I hope so too. I don't like being sad.

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YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

14 Feb 22

@sinari I know I had broken spirit for 3 days now and I think my body is so battered. The only thing I could think about is self preservation and prioritising myself over my love life.

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Suryati20

@sinari (4996)

• Indonesia

14 Feb 22

@flapiz You are welcome. I'm glad to know. Happy heart is a medicine. But a broken spirit will dry up the bones.

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Kayla Tsukino

@kaylachan (83110)

• Daytona Beach, Florida

13 Feb 22

Take a deep breath, I am sure it's not as bad as you're thinking.

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YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

13 Feb 22

I am so much governed by my heart if it does not work out I'm going to be shattered. I already feel very much abandoned at the moment.

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Sanjeev

@sjvg1976 (42492)

• Delhi, India

13 Feb 22

Don't be upset or overthink everything is going to be fine. If your boyfriend wants a breakup let him be. He should do it as there is no use to be in a stressful relationship, I wish God gives strength to you to bear the pain you may be undergoing at the moment.

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YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

13 Feb 22

Yeah after talking to my mother I feel a lot better. I deserve someone who is sure of me. I'm waiting for him to settle and tell me what he wants.

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YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

13 Feb 22

@sjvg1976 I know I planned to wait for a week but I think it's time to rip the band aid.

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Sanjeev

@sjvg1976 (42492)

• Delhi, India

13 Feb 22

@flapiz dont delay it.

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Anna

@LadyDuck (493615)

• Italy

13 Feb 22

You were right to ask to be sick. Try to rest, keep calm, try to be positive.

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YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

13 Feb 22

I am still hopeful I can come to work later but if I'm not well enough I will not come as I need to prioritise myself above anything else.

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YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

13 Feb 22

@LadyDuck Part of me wants to now but we are so short staffed. I'm really hoping I can mentally cope with this.

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Anna

@LadyDuck (493615)

• Italy

13 Feb 22

@flapiz - Take your day off and wait until you have talked with him.

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Arya

@yoalldudes (35030)

• Philippines

13 Feb 22

All I can give is a virtual hug. What confuses me is why on Valentine's day?

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YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

13 Feb 22

It can't be helped if that was what he felt. He did prepare things for me too. I think our time together this week led to it somehow.

YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

13 Feb 22

@yoalldudes I've got my family to hold on to no matter what.

Arya

@yoalldudes (35030)

• Philippines

13 Feb 22

@flapiz I believe in you. You are a young, beautiful and strong woman. Life always put us in a position where we have to find ourselves. I hope you have something to hold on to whatever happens.

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Nocturnal Writer

@Nakitakona (59873)

• Philippines

13 Feb 22

Everyone makes a mistake. No one is perfect. But you can control your emotion. It's what you think you are. So think positive. Do away with negative thoughts.

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YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

13 Feb 22

I am trying to by speaking to positive people. It seems to work. The problem is my sadness comes in waves.

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YoghurtGal

@flapiz (23342)

• United Kingdom

14 Feb 22

@Nakitakona Thank you very much. I am trying to be brave and pull through this.