I went in to meltdown

By Gill
@Gilljane (2897)
Sutton, England
September 15, 2023 4:59am CST
I couldn't return here yesterday. Late afternoon I was sick again. I'd already been upset by my husband telling me I had to stay in my awful nursing home type room I haven't seen my garden since I got home. He won't let me walk more than two feet. I am not a piece of Dresden china and I know the fracture has healed. I have no strength, I weigh 6 stone. Yesterday all I had was half a jacket potato because I could barely keep anything down. I have a commode in this bliddy room. It is so degrading. Last night I lost it. I was hyperventilating and my oxygen levels dropped to 87%nand heart rate 125 BPM . Eventually I took an anti-anxiety pill and went to sleep on an empty stomach Before I slept the passwords I had lost cam back to me with crystal clarity. I am pleased I have the lost email address as my banks send notifications there. Sorry for the rant but I am totally peed off
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Amber
@AmbiePam (120692)
• United States
15 Sep 23
I am sorry you are having such a difficult time. I can’t imagine how difficult things are right now for you.
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Gill
@Gilljane (2897)
• Sutton, England
15 Sep 23
I got a huge bunch of flowers from hubby this morning and told him to stop pressuring me into eating 3 big meals per day. I need to eat little and often. My sats are back to normal today
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Amber
@AmbiePam (120692)
• United States
15 Sep 23
@Gilljane You definitely know what you can and can’t handle. It is sweet that he got you some flowers though.
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Gill
@Gilljane (2897)
• Sutton, England
15 Sep 23
@AmbiePam He's going to wheel me on the commode in to the living room later
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CarolDM
@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
18 Sep 23
So sorry about your ordeal. I trust things are better for you now. Thoughts are always with you g/f.
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CarolDM
@CarolDM (203396)
• Nashville, Tennessee
19 Sep 23
@Gilljane That makes me very happy.
Gill
@Gilljane (2897)
• Sutton, England
19 Sep 23
Thanks, things are better now
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celticeagle
@celticeagle (189838)
• Boise, Idaho
15 Sep 23
An empty stomach is not good. No appetite? I'm sorry. Sleep is good though.
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celticeagle
@celticeagle (189838)
• Boise, Idaho
18 Sep 23
@Gilljane ........That's good to hear.
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Gill
@Gilljane (2897)
• Sutton, England
17 Sep 23
My appetite has improved a lot
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much2say
@much2say (57760)
• Los Angeles, California
15 Sep 23
Oh my! I'm sorry you are going through this . . . I hope for better days ahead for you! Feel better soon .
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much2say
@much2say (57760)
• Los Angeles, California
17 Sep 23
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Gill
@Gilljane (2897)
• Sutton, England
17 Sep 23
I am much better now thanks
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Marie
@Tampa_girl7 (54715)
• United States
15 Sep 23
I hope that today has been a better day.
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Gill
@Gilljane (2897)
• Sutton, England
15 Sep 23
I have eaten a bit more today thanks
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Marie
@Tampa_girl7 (54715)
• United States
15 Sep 23
@Gilljane I’m glad to hear that.
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LindaOH
@LindaOHio (222310)
• United States
15 Sep 23
I am so sorry you have to endure all of this. I'm glad you remembered your passwords. Try and have a good weekend.
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LindaOH
@LindaOHio (222310)
• United States
17 Sep 23
@Gilljane Thank you very much.
Gill
@Gilljane (2897)
• Sutton, England
17 Sep 23
Thanks, enjoy the rest of Sunday
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Anna
@LadyDuck (502392)
• Italy
15 Sep 23
You really need to eat, you are too thin and this is not good to recover. I am so sorry to know about all your problems.
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Anna
@LadyDuck (502392)
• Italy
15 Sep 23
@Gilljane You have all reasons to rant, enjoy your eggs.
Gill
@Gilljane (2897)
• Sutton, England
15 Sep 23
I managed some toast earlier and am now going to have poached eggs. Sorry I don't usually rant like this
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Eva James
@wolfgirl569 (135690)
• Marion, Ohio
15 Sep 23
Sorry you are having a rough time. Hope things can start getting better. But glad you remembered your passwords
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Gill
@Gilljane (2897)
• Sutton, England
17 Sep 23
I am much better now
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