Missing for awhile as a lot had happen

By ultraman cosmos

@id_peace (15512)

Singapore

May 31, 2025 10:18pm CST

I know that I went missing for weeks. Several things happened since 1. Work pressure is getting into me. I am very pressured by work. Not help by colleagues who cannot carry their own weight. 2. I cannot sleep at night. One day I will get 4 to 5 hours of sleep during the work week and another probably 2 more during the weekend. I always have trouble falling asleep at night. Make worse at the beginning of the year. 3. I suffered from high blood pressure. I think is mostly attributed to the job. While it is still mostly around 130-150 on the high side, it is around 80/90 on the low. I do not have high blood before my cancer and this situation worsen when I got back to work.

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@DaddyEvil (150446)

• United States

1 Jun

I'm sorry you're having physical problems. High blood pressure is often caused by the stresses of work. And yes, having cancer can often make high blood pressure worse. I hope your doctor has you taking meds that help with the high blood pressure. Meds to help you sleep are also available but I couldn't take them. That type of meds didn't work for me.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

1 Jun

My doctor refused to change my medication citing that it is not time to change them yet. Unfortunately I will have to live with the medication.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

1 Jun

@DaddyEvil It is difficult to change a new doctor in the endocrine as the public hospital do not want to take on an existing cancer survivor especially after all the procedures been completed. Going into the private hospital is really expensive unfortunately.

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@DaddyEvil (150446)

• United States

1 Jun

@id_peace A doctor can change a medication at any time... If your doctor won't change a medication after you ask them to, it's time to change doctors, in my opinion.

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@LindaOHio (190998)

• United States

1 Jun

I'm sorry you are having so many problems. I can understand the sleeping problem. There are many times I am up 24 to 48 hours before I get any sleep.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

1 Jun

Oh my.., Do you feel tired or anything?

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

2 Jun

@LindaOHio Are you seek for any help on this?

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@LindaOHio (190998)

• United States

2 Jun

@id_peace I am tired all the time.

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@snowy22315 (191034)

• United States

1 Jun

Sorry to hear it. Would it be possible to look for another job

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

2 Jun

Ah yes, but not sure if there are any one willing to accept a cancer survivor.

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@snowy22315 (191034)

• United States

2 Jun

@id_peace You won"t know unless you try! Congrats on surviving the cancer battle too that"s awesome

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

3 Jun

@snowy22315 Thank you so much

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@Jenaisle (14633)

• Philippines

1 Jun

I hope your situation gets better and your health improves. Thinking positively could help in conditioning your mind. Take care.

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@Jenaisle (14633)

• Philippines

3 Jun

@id_peace Good luck.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

2 Jun

Thank you so much, I will try my best to do some positive thinking.

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@ptrikha_2 (47985)

• India

1 Jun

Oh you have been going through a lot. My best wishes with you. Have you been trying regular treatment for sleep problems. Any alternate medicine route available in your place?

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@ptrikha_2 (47985)

• India

3 Jun

@id_peace Yes Meditation can help. Or if there is a Reiki practitioner near you, you can consult them as well.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

2 Jun

Thank you so much. I am still trying to look for solutions for the sleep problem. i do not know what I can do about it. I think I will try meditation.

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@allknowing (147205)

• India

1 Jun

We used to interact quite a bit in the good old days and now I know what kept you away Sad to know what is bothering you You should go for yoga and that will help

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

1 Jun

Oh yes, I will try to make it back as much as possible. Not so much for the money but to see how are everyone doing in our life.

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@allknowing (147205)

• India

1 Jun

@id_peace Money is not the issue here for any one any more but when one reaches payout that does make one feel nice. And to reach there one has to sweat it out

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

1 Jun

@allknowing Oh yes, I am not going to toil it for the sake of toiling for some nice payouts.It is a bonus not a necessarity

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@xstitcher (34424)

• Petaluma, California

6 Jun

Hope things are better. Welcome back.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

7 Jun

Thank you so much. It is getting better.

@jstory07 (144656)

• Roseburg, Oregon

1 Jun

You are dealing with a lot. Just handle everything the best you can.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

1 Jun

Thank you so much. I hope that you are doing good on your side of things.

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@RasmaSandra (85870)

• Daytona Beach, Florida

1 Jun

I am sorry you are having all these problems, I wish the best for you and hope things will change.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

2 Jun

Thank you so much. I will hope that things can change soon.

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@JudyEv (355749)

• Rockingham, Australia

1 Jun

I'm sorry you are having these problems. Life can get difficult at times.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

1 Jun

Oh yes difficulties that we will need to overcome 1 way or another.

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@thelme55 (77602)

• Germany

1 Jun

Welcome back. I was missing for months here and just came back. I am sorry about your health. I hope you have medicine that helps you fight against high blood pressure and insomnia.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

2 Jun

Thank you so much. I am trying not to eat the medication yet as it is a life long medication.

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@thelme55 (77602)

• Germany

2 Jun

@id_peace You are welcome. I hope you will feel better soon.

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@Nakitakona (56842)

• Philippines

1 Jun

Sorry to hear that. I know the Great Healer is the Lord Jrsus Christ. Havr faith on Him. He answers the orayer of faith.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

2 Jun

Thank you so much. I will do some prayers as well.

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@Nakitakona (56842)

• Philippines

2 Jun

@id_peace That's wonderful. So be it.

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@grenery8 (17480)

• Zagreb, Croatia (Hrvatska)

3 Jun

no. 2 is concerning. i am sorry.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

7 Jun

Oh yes, it is a torture and I am seeking help. It is going better in term of days whereby I can sleep more than before.

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@grenery8 (17480)

• Zagreb, Croatia (Hrvatska)

7 Jun

@id_peace i hope you will get the help you need. stay strong and persistent and patient a bit

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@Ineeddentures (4018)

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1 Jun

Omg I didn't know you had cancer I have been away for a while and haven't seen you since the last time I was here. Sorry to hear that work pressure is getting to you, colleagues not pulling their weight is not good. Sleeping badly is a thing I know well, and have done for many years. I have no idea how to fix it. Your job sounds like it would contribute to high blood pressure. Could you change your job?

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

2 Jun

Yes I had it last year but lucky the area had been removed and I went through Radio Active Iodine (RAI) treatment last year. I am really considering the changing of the job.

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@id_peace (15512)

• Singapore

2 Jun

@Ineeddentures Yes I will be doing that after I had updated my resume and that I am very sure and upfront to my new employer on what I need to do.

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@Ineeddentures (4018)

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2 Jun

@id_peace I think that you should explore every avenue. Because your current job clearly isn't really doing you any good healthwise

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@luisadannointed (7605)

• Philippines

6 Jun

Do you have other things to do after work? I hope you can energize yourself by listening to music or anything that you love to do, to minimize stress due to work and people around you.