when someone hurts you many times and still don't get it then, that's a habit of theirs

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It must be, right? and they'll apologise again, wanting everything to go back as it was but, they still won't get it why and how they hurt you. Answers like i don't know, it's just a stupid mistake don't work anymore and you asking where is the guarantee this won't happen again, you are met with silence. Your voice gets high, you feel lost, drained and hurt cause you gave your faith to wrong people again. Then silence of your old room where you were always seeking shelter and where noone comes in, then silence in the house, behind someone's closed doors and you finally departing for a train and thinking you shouldn't have come to a place where you were unheard, unseen and uncomforted. The cat is fine, well fed but that's it. You lost, again.