Sad Life

I think you need to have a check-up.

I dont really know what to say to you. To be honest, what you're going through sounds really tough. But please see a doctor or maybe try to unwind a bit?

It’s part of life having ups and downs in life. What’s important is to be aware of things happening to you and still be in control of yourself self despite it. Your grit in standing up against all odds and doing what is right despite your situation.

Hon, have you talked to your doctor, your family doctor or primary care? You might benefit from talking to someone, and seeing what they say about how you are feeling. In the meantime, please don’t be so hard on yourself. Try not to force yourself to be happy. Just think on occasion of the things in your life you have to be grateful for, and write them down when you think of it. I kept a Gratitude Journal for a long time during a tough period, and would write down everything from a place to stay, to getting a good parking spot. It helped keep perspective on some days. Please, feel free to get on Mylot and talk to us. We care - I care. We are always here to talk.

I’m sorry things feel this heavy right now. What you described trying hard to stay positive and enjoy life, but still ending up feeling anxious, nervous, and worn down sounds exhausting.

i hear you. it feels sad for many of us. but there are some good moments too.

I wouldn't have thought that being a lot happy was bad for us But what do i know I hope that you feel better soon

Maybe you need to talk to a professional or something..I'm sorry you are having this mix of feelings