I mourned my own death...

By Toni
@toniganzon (82026)
Philippines
October 20, 2026 6:05pm CST
How come when I am so much alive? The other night, my sister was talking about her Chinese friend who was prepared for his own death, financially. Where he is to be buried, his coffin and its color, everything. Made me think of my own. I want to be buried next to my dad. I suddenly had this feeling that I'm gonna die first among my siblings. That feeling that I was going to die young. That night, I mourned my own death.
5 people like this
5 responses
@Orson_Kart (8902)
• United Kingdom
1h
Do you want to buy a coffin?
1 person likes this
@toniganzon (82026)
• Philippines
1h
I know you're selling yours, but you can just keep it for now as a planter. I'll let you know when I have saved enough for the shipping cost.
1 person likes this
• United Kingdom
Just now
@toniganzon Never thought of that. I could make it waterproof, find myself an oar and row it across to you. I’ve just checked with AI and it should take me around one calendar year to get there. Can you wait?
@LadyDuck (504649)
• Italy
5h
I was discussing the same two days ago with my best friend. I am writing a letter with the necessary instructions, so she knows exactly what I want and I will transfer money to her account, just to be ready.
1 person likes this
@toniganzon (82026)
• Philippines
2h
That's nice that you could have such a friend to take care of what you want after your passing.
1 person likes this
@LadyDuck (504649)
• Italy
20m
@toniganzon - She discussed together and I am going to sign the necessary papers.
@jstory07 (149768)
• Roseburg, Oregon
11h
Your alive now so enjoy your life.
1 person likes this
@toniganzon (82026)
• Philippines
2h
Don't get me wrong. I am enjoying my life for as long as I can.
• United States
9h
None of us know when or where we’re going to die. Only God does that.
@Wrexxo (9782)
•
6h
Wow this hit me harder than I expected. Its weird how one random talk can make you think about your own ending like that. I hope you're ok, and wanting to be near your dad says a lot about how much he meant to you.
1 person likes this
@toniganzon (82026)
• Philippines
2h
I love both my parents but I knew my dad loved me more than my mom did. And I knew that he would want me beside him as well.
1 person likes this