soulsearcher109

@soulsearcher109 (44)

Philippines • Age 38

Joined myLot 14 years ago

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cant sleep well

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 19 Feb 13

i am having trouble sleeping this past few days....its been 19th day since i got this kind of feeling...i always sleep late at night mostly around 1.30am then will wake up around 4am or 5am....and i have almost 10 hours work...why...

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valentines 2013 sucking surprise

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Feb 13

me- hey friend (my ex fiancee) hope u wont change, hmmmm i just alittle bit feeling weird for today coz i wont have flower and chocolate from u him- oh dear dont be sad...u know its just a waste of money sending u flowers, it...

unfeigned love

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Feb 13

dear all, i just want to share some painful and lesson of life for my friends here in mylot. it is all about the love of my life. i dont know was it right that i decided before but right now it cause me pain and anger with...

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trying to understand

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 27 Nov 12

i am always at war with my own self...i didnt want to do certain thing yet unconsiously i already done it...so annoying....why i am like this....i dont like being this....

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can someone advice me please

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 21 Nov 12

i been in this relationship for a quite long time with my boyfriend....we love each other much inspite of our differences....the problem is we didnt have understanding about culture...we dont have same idea of certain decision...

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finally i move on

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 19 Nov 12

just this morning my ex boyfriend called me, so weird as i didnt feel the excitement anymore, and our conversation last about 30 minutes...nothing excitement...i didnt even miss his voice...well i know i able to accept reality now...

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my first day

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 16 Nov 12

it's my first day at work as cashiering supervisor operation of one of the largest mall here in philippines...i came late at work and i thought i will having bad day at work but i am wrong, they all welcome me as their new cso and...

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life is a choice

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 14 Nov 12

our life rotates through our decisions, through the option we take and the choices we choose. what ever choices we take through, the reality is that it has an end result. as time goes by, incidents happen for a reason. for...

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confession from my friend...

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 14 Nov 12

i am still in the state that my love relationship is come to end yet i am still hlding on hoping everything will be ok...in that time i feel so stress and down i met a friend... an ex seminarian guy that i know for awhile yet we...

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it's time to stop hurting myself

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 13 Nov 12

yes it is the time to stop hurting myself by keep on hoping for our relationship to get better once again...i can't stand no more the emotional bullying that my boyfriend cause me...it's killing me inside...make me lost my sanity,...

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the fourth side of triangle

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 12 Nov 12

what does it take to love somebody who loves somebody else? hope, heart, sanity and pride. my name is shyne, together with my name is everybody's knowledge that what shyne wants, shyne gets. as far as i can remember, there has...

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understanding whats happening

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 12 Nov 12

can someone possible love u when he cant forgive ur simple lie? he said he understand u, he loves u and he care for u yet with single mistake he already shout at u, and get very angry with u...is that love?

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my xmen friend

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 11 Nov 12

i am very lucky indeed for having this friends called "XMEN"...inspite of my wildress and worst manner they still love me unconditionally...through thick and thin of my life...i am so blessed having them that i can trust and lend...

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trust and hope save my day

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 9 Nov 12

many people doesnt believe that God is real...but i do believe to it...as God do love me and i am blessed... i am not so religious person, but i do believe in Jesus and God...believe it or not most of my prayers come true...God...

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giving my best

soulsearcher109 @soulsearcher109 (44) • Philippines 9 Nov 12

giving my boyfriend my best is something that i have struggled with. not because i dont want to, but rather my selfish nature often reacts before i even think to give him my best. my attitude has been a major issue resulting in...

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