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annavi23 @annavi23 (6633) • Philippines 8 Oct

Lover over friendship Friendship over lover Sometimes it is hard to weigh things You feel scared to admit your feelings because you value your friendship. The feeling of weighing and thinking things through... Would you admit...

friendship

love

admit

confess

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NerdGirlUSA I live with my best friend who I'm still in love with. We separated for a year then he took me back in off the streets. I have always been honest, but not pushy. Only time will tell

27 Jan

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 30 Mar 20

My partner/roomate was sent home by his boss last Friday because he wasn't feeling well, and was told not to come back until he recieved clearance from the Covid Coronavirus. Florida is one of the states that has not yet issued a...

social distancing

friendship

romance human connection

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 7 Mar 20

I've been away for awhile, my life has been pretty stressful- three moves in six months and having to move again. But I'm back in the town I want to call home, and I've got a wonderful partner who I care for deeply. Hope all of...

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 12 Jul 19

It's been raining all week, and it makes me very sleepy, especially when I need all of my medications. My boyfriend is leaving today to go to his new home, and hopefully I will be moving into mine sometime next week. It's going...

moving day

rainy day

friday

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 9 Jul 19

Beginning a new chapter in our lives, as we leave the shelter and move into seperate housing temporarily. We are going into two seperate sober houses, mainly because I have not started recieving my disability check and we can't...

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 3 Jul 19

So the housing situation for my boyfriend and I has become quite stressful. And it looks like our only option at this point other than going back in the woods might be living seperately for a little while. In group sober homes. I...

prayer

house hunting

true love

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 25 Jun 19

Our lives are predestined. Each and every person crosses our path at a specific time for a specific reason and a specific duration. That moment when you find the person you want to spend the rest of your life is a small miracle,...

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Valerie J. Routhieaux @just4him (322804) • Green Bay, Wisconsin 16 Jun 19

All you want to do is sleep. I took another two-hour nap after I got home. The good thing is that the migraine and all side effects are gone and I'm back to my happy cheerful self again. My son also called and told me he was...

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NerdGirlUSA I would really love to take a nap right now. I stay in a homeless shelter, and Monday through Friday we must be up at 5am and we are not allowed back into our sleeping quarters until 4pm. I am so tired right now, and it is way too hot here in south Florida to...

17 Jun 19

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 17 Jun 19

one of the residents here had to call law enforcement because she is being stalked. I cannot understand why anyone would do this, when there are so many other people in this world that can be interacted with-- to chase someone who...

stalkers

compassion

lack of good

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 17 Jun 19

I have been off the grid so to speak for the past few months... I ran out of time at the homeless shelter that I was in and so I ended up living in a tent in the woods for a very long 51 days. It was one of the must humiliating...

new beginnings

starting at the bottom

appreciation

simple gifts

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 28 Feb 19

In the fight for human emotion, I have come to realize that as an empath warrior, success means saying goodbye. Helping someone, feeling someone means that this part of their journey is over and that they are moving on. I said a...

goodbye

finding homes

preparing for battle

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 28 Feb 19

It was so cold that night. I remember them letting me come lay back down next to Jacob until it was time to take him. I remember carrying his warm little sleeping body to the front door where I handed him off to Donna, a sheriff...

pain

loss

soul warrior

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 21 Feb 19

I am the constant in the lives of inconsistent souls. I love with all of my heart those who think they don't deserve to be loved. An empath warrior whose scars run deeper than the deepest oceans, I cry for the ones who can't. Some...

emotions

constant love

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 21 Feb 19

I can't stand it when someone tells you that they lied about something because they didn't want to hurt you. To me, finding out that someone was dishonest is much more painful. I'm struggling with someone right now, who still is...

honesty

lies

pain

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NerdGirlUSA The hardest thing about lying is that you have to remember the lies that you told. So yes, they always end up getting caught in the end.

21 Feb 19

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 21 Feb 19

I can't stand it when someone tells you that they lied about something because they didn't want to hurt you. To me, finding out that someone was dishonest is much more painful. I'm struggling with someone right now, who still is...

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 18 Feb 19

Some of us are here to bring light to the darkness. Others to remind us that darkness still exists. Now is the time for the two extremes to align with one another, for the end is near and the war has begun. Today I made contact...

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 17 Feb 19

He is home from the hospital and I am very happy to see him. I only got to see him for a few minutes though, he has gone somewhere, I don't know where. I am not feeling well, think I am catching a cold. Slept through medication...

special friends

hugs

feeling down

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NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 17 Feb 19

It's going to be a beautiful day and one of the residents has invited me to go to the swimming pool with her. I am excited to work on my suntan in February, one of the reasons I love living in Florida. Hope all of you are...

swimming

beautiful day

friendship

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NerdGirlUSA I ended up not going, I spent the day being lazy in bed instead. It was a little too warm for me, I have fibromyalgia and the heat makes me sick.

17 Feb 19

NerdGirlUSA @starflye78 (261) • Daytona Beach, Florida 17 Feb 19

It's going to be a beautiful day and one of the residents has invited me to go to the swimming pool with her. I am excited to work on my suntan in February, one of the reasons I love living in Florida. Hope all of you are...

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NerdGirlUSA It was 85 degrees today.

17 Feb 19

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