How important your life is?

Well I find life very so different. I mean in some situations I say things like I wish I weren't alive right now or I wanna kill myself in certain situations. But that is not how I feel at all. They're just words for the moments. But to me life is important specially if you know what you want to do with it.

My life is only important for others, my children cannot live without their mother. That is why I have to stay around