HI i'm Back, thanks everyone

@missbdoll (1165)
Australia
January 15, 2008 5:51am CST
I have not been here for the last few days, I think a lot of you knoe my partner died in September.A few days ago everything just got to hard.I spent Christmas alone, I guessed this would happen, but thes is is never even a call to see I'm OK. I got a bit sick earlier in the month, O I was OK after a couple days.I got terrified 'cause if something really was wrong thers no one there. I've tryed to get on with what I have to do, then I twisted my knee, trying to pull down a box that was too heavy. Well I'm back even if I'm limpiing !
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@lilaclady (28207)
• Australia
15 Jan 08
I know how you feel missbdoll, I am on my own now too and I don't have family that I am on such good terms with, I have friends who have invited me to their places for Christmas but i don't go I stay home on my own to, Christmas is not easy for me either...I guess we are not the only ones either...
@dudumodu (48)
• Israel
19 Jan 08
As you can see, we all at MyLot empathise with you in these down moments.Take heart and remember to look unto the Ultimate Comforter,the Almighty God. Nice to know you have picked up enough of yourself to be back here with us:indicates the strenght of your inner character.Build on it;I am sure your partner would want you to do just that. Welcome back and I wish you a joyous 2008.
• India
16 Jan 08
hi grt to see u
@musicman6 (2406)
• United States
16 Jan 08
Well glad to see you back, and it's good to hear you are alright! I guess we just gotta keep doing what we're doing, to keep ourselves motivated!
@tonyllenium (6252)
• Italy
16 Jan 08
hi welcome back!!i'm sorry for your last events in your life so i think is normal you have hard time now!!hoping now things can have a better rolefor you!!
• China
16 Jan 08
I am sorry for hearing your depression and live along in Chirstmas. Mylot is a good place to always cheer you up. We mylotters will bless your for your health. Hope you refreshed soon.
@Darkwing (21583)
15 Jan 08
Welcome back MissBDoll. I'm sorry you had such a lonely and unhappy Christmas, but looking on the bright side, it's New Year now, you've managed to limp to the computer and all your Mylot friends are here to keep you company. Brightest Blessings.
@noriko (1254)
15 Jan 08
that is so sad to hear, but i hope you will be okay now. happy posting and keep smiling
@tyc415 (5706)
• United States
15 Jan 08
Since you and I are new friends on mylot I was not aware of the loss of your partner and I am so sorry to hear that. I have no idea what it is like to lose a partner but have lost both parents and it is very hard especially around holidays like Christmas. I feel so bad that no one called to check up on you but I'm sure you had messages from your friends on mylot and people seem to really care about each other on here so never feel like you are alone. Take care of yourself and speedy recovery on your knee. Welcome back to mylot.
@vicki2876 (5636)
• Canada
15 Jan 08
Sorry to hear you have been having such a tough time right now missdoll. I have been sick on and off since september and having a bit of a time lately. I am trying to get back into the swing of things but it is slow going. Hope your knee feels better soon. Glad to see ya here! Your Friend Vicki
15 Jan 08
Wow, you haven't exactly started off the year very well. I'm sorry that you spent christmas alone, I spent christmas alone a coupe of years ago & it was horrible. Without the family running around I felt very lost. I'm glad you survived through it & you're back with us. Hope that everything takes a positive turn for you & your year goes well. Nica x