i am waiting for something to happen.......

Probably it means that by leaving the door open, it will let the spirit see the way out or the way in. How long have you been a medium/healer?

Do not hold the door closed, it needs to be wide open, Eskarena. Wow, that's incredible, darlin. What a message for you! And you do know what it means. Think about it for a minute and think about things we've talked about, and it might become a little clearer. I think that's what it means. Open that door in your heart, and let someone in. Open that door in your own spirit, Eskarena, because there's another one out there that's going to somehow recognize that open door, and look to join with yours, a like-minded spirit, who could offer god knows what. You've got this thing inside you, Eskarena, that allows you to be a medium and a healer and that's one of the most amazing, remarkable things that could ever happen. If you trust yourself to do this work, to receive spirits and heal, then you need to trust yourself enough to open yourself up, expose yourself, open that door! I know I'm rather hammering this idea home, but it's what I truly feel to be right, inside of me, in my own gut and heart. And what more can I give you, Eskarena, than that? Now, to answer you question about dealing with anything like you did, nope, nothing ever like that. I wish my psychic receptors were more open, or on the right frequency, or whatever it takes, to be able to see what you see and feel what you feel. My experiences have never been so tangible. Except for one, when I was about l4 years old, but I'll tell you about that one another time and place. It was very powerful and made me choose the path of good in my life. This spirit told you this for a reason. If you look inside yourself and be honest with yourself, I think you can see what she was trying to tell you. The only place you'll find the real answer is within your own self, your core, your center. That's what I believe.

i am floundering in the darkunable to makeany sense of what you say,what type of problems and by what means?,calledto heal by whom ?what is an invocation ritual?what words do you invoke? did the lady come to when you were awake or in your dreams?was she known or unknown to you. If your post does not make sensehow am I going to respond?

I haven't had much luck with my own "connections", I've been too weak and disconnected lately, plus I don't have near the experience of some of your other responders, but I believe your answer will find you. It seems so general, perhaps that is part of the message. Look to those recent human connections wanting help with their own journeys and think if any were accidentally turned away. Now may be the time to help someone else open their mind.

I would say that in my opinion, is that maybe the message is about opening up to accept things that are probably beyond the capabilities of the "reasoning" mind. In order to "know" we must first give up trying to know and then let it happen.

The message may have been for you to tell the person you were healing, perhaps she needed to open up more to receive the full benefit from it, perhaps somewhere within they were doubting or if for you you need to be more open for new opportunies arriving in your life rather than shutting the door on the idea or if a physical meaning is there a door anywhere in or around your home that should be open rather than shut for the energies to flow better. Hope all that made sense Ellie :D

"Do not hold the door closed, it needs to open wide. Now, i havent a clue what this means but i know it will have been sent for a reason" Well the only thing that makes sense to me is that whomever the message is for...they need to be open to all opportunities..For example (bear with me I'm not fully awake yet)....there is something available or coming available to said person but for some reason its possible that they are maybe avoiding it or fearing/doubt etc it (holding the door closed)...they need to stop did that make any flippin sense at all???

I have practiced many different styles of healing techniques over the years. Whether you have studied and/or been attuned to Reiki healing I do not know. Reiki is a technique where the practitioner is used as a channel for divine spirit to send energy through to heal the patient. In my experiences, I nearly always feel the presence of a deity during these sessions. As far as the lady specifically, gearing toward your beliefs, which you have not stated bluntly, but have given enough clue for anyone of our line to see, I would say to look to the feminine half of your heirarchy. Many of those in your beliefs will describe messages from her during any rituals, especially healings. The words she spoke however, seem quite plain to me. Using nothing more than what I have gathered from your own words, I would be willing to bet that due to some occurence, you stopped practicing, or limited yourself for a time. Her words simply state to not close the door, to keep the door open, to continue working with your spirituality. As most healers know, especially channelers, the energy you are using to heal your patients, is also working to heal you. In addition, with any ritual, or simple act, whatever you do, comes back unto you. I hope you continue on and I wish you much luck in doing so.