Turning My Back On A Friend

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I use the term "friend" very loosely in this situation because I am just starting to see that this person is not yet capable of entering in to a healthy friendship, though I have tried to make this happen for over two years. She is about seven years older than me and has had a horrible life. I have spoken about her before on Mylot and I guess that she should no longer be an issue in my life at this point, but I was/am burdened with the weight of doing the right thing. This friend's mother was taking traquilizers when she was pregnant with her and she was not expected to live after birth. She was born physically deformed and with serious learning difficulties. To had insult to injury, not only did her mother abuse her, but the mother allowed her three siblings to abuse her also. She says that her mother never talked to her or took her to the doctor when she needed to go. One of the few things that she ever told her was that she had other children to raise and was not going to give her any special attention. As you can probably imagine, she is a very angry adult. She is also very hard to deal with. She is a Christian and sometimes quite intelligent, but there are times when she can take you to a place where you are so angry that you really want to hurt her. In other words, she is a hand full for even professionals to deal with. I have tried my best to be there are be a friend to her. When a counselor told me that I may as well give up on her because she was never going to change, I became even more determined to try to help her. Now I have reached the point where I have no choice but to admit defeat. Merely speaking of her is so emotionally taxing that I become drained. I am just now learning ways that I could have better dealt with her in the past, but I fear that it is too late now. For instance, one day we were watching television in my room and she got up to try to fix my antenna. I do not know what happened to her at this point, but while she was trying to adjust the antenna, she was bumping a glass frame that my sister had given me for Christmas. I asked her to stop and she continued. I got louder and I could not understand why she would not stop. Finally, I got up and slapped her on the arm to get her attention and she stopped. Now my counselor says that I should have moved the picture. This person also makes some pretty terrible racial remarks to me. The worst thing about it is that she does it when I invite her over to sit with me and my other friends. It's like she is purposely trying to humiliate me. There have been so many things that she has done and I have had to forgive her for. I am not saying that I am perfect, there are some things that I have had to apologize to her for. I also do not have a problem forgiving her. The problem is that now her behavior is starting to affect my mental health in a negative way and I am having to admit that I can no longer try to help her. If I continue trying to help her, I won't even be able to help myself any longer. The worst thing about it is that this morning the nightmares started back. In my nightmares about her, I am always cursing her out at the top of my lungs. I can not do this any more. Tell me what you think of this situation.