September 19, 2009 8:27pm CST
I get very nervous speaking in front of big crowds. Sometimes I choke or I studer. I don't mean to it is just a natural reaction. I wish I could be more confindent and not do those things. I care too much about what people think and I wish I didn't. I hate being so nervous. I don't like letting people down. I should be thinking about trying to build up my self esteem and get over being so nervous speaking in large crowds. I make a fool of myself when I make mistakes . I hope one day I will get over it. I know noones perfect.