Relatives that just won't understand

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Hey out there, does anybody else have this problem your family members just refuse to support the idea fully of you earning a living online. Even though times are hard, you are unemployed and the chances of being hired near home are very unlikely oh and you don't drive never have don't even have a lisence. A times they accuse you of using them since you are unable to pay right now, even though you do so very much for them around the house and to help others out at home who are now disabled too without the extra money none of that seems to add up to much at all. You get yelled at even put down and told to keep quiet your words never will matter until you bring in some income for the household. Sound strict well it's my life, is there anyone that can relate and if so how on earth are you coping with all of his right now. I know it kinda makes me a nervous wreck most of the times I never know when anything will just set them off walking on egg shells all the time here. I really love my family, but starting to feel very worried lately if my computer won't pay off soon I may just be moved some place else until things cool down with our grandpa's situation in other words until he pass's away. This sounds terrible and lousy but you must understand that all this server strictness comes from him and nobody wants to disrespect his wishes at the end of his days by me living here as a bum as he sees it anyway. Even though I am always trying my hardest to earn online everyday. There has been talk of putting me up in an apartment until his passing, but then what is what I wonder do I move back home again or just struggle forever in some place I can't really afford at all. I feel so trapped at times and really I do have high hopes and dreams for my future, I just need to have they way to do this first. Savings is good, but what if there is nothing left over to save. Thanks,A.B.