I Don't Think I Can Make It

@gloryacam (5546)
Philippines
September 30, 2012 11:30am CST
What can you do when you're on the brink of giving up? There are many times in life when you are so close - so close to making your dream come true, so close to success, so close to that elusive "happiness" you've been chasing for a while. And then, you start to doubt your self. Can I actually make it? And then you lose momentum... To make matters light, I don't think I'll make it to minimum payout. Less than a day left!!!!
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15 responses
@thesids (21819)
• Bhubaneswar, India
30 Sep 12
Dont worry dear... you arent all alone But I hope the sage advice from dear MysD above can help you... it cannot help me anyways even if I had 24 hours
@thesids (21819)
• Bhubaneswar, India
30 Sep 12
The good thing about Mylot is that she can still start another fresh one in another category to compensate for the not-many-depression-viewers... Maybe under MyLot or even Q&A or Life...
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@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
30 Sep 12
Oohhhhh... I will know the next time. But really, this thing is depressing me. I haven't made payout in a while. Oh, dangit, why isn't there a wailing code in here!
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@mysdianait (55655)
• Italy
30 Sep 12
If she had put this somewhere else we might have been able to help a bit more but I doubt many will see it here in depression
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• Indonesia
1 Oct 12
Im just a little bit close to $10 and I still not sure if I can make it although the earning for 30th september is not yet updated. Im aware all the earning are still estimated until the final payment, so I still have a little bit worry that the earning might decreased because as I remember there are some responds were deleted due to the discussion deletion. Im so excited waiting for the earning update for 30th september so I can know how much I earn and if Im eligible to receive payout I'll be so happy because it will be my 3rd payout. My heart is beating faster just like when we meet our crush hahaha... The positive side if Im not eligible for this september's earning then I can make it double for the next month.
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@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
1 Oct 12
I don't know how I did this last day, too. I gues we'll know tomorrow. I know how you feel! The exhiliration you feel when you're almost near payout. Maybe that's one thing that makes MyLot so addictive. n You're right, too. If we don't make it this month, we'll have more earnings next month. How great is that!!!
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• Indonesia
1 Oct 12
So how is it? Did you make it to the minimum payout? Hahahaha the waiting for the earning update just like waiting for the answer when we propose our love to our crush October has just started, do you have earning goal for october? I have to start from zero again...hopefully I can make it for next month payment
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@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
1 Oct 12
I did not make it. $9.91. Ugh... But, that just means... I'm making payout this month!!!
• United States
30 Sep 12
I see now this is about making payout, but I'll still answer this as if it were a general question: You remember your goal and remember what it will give you to achieve it. You remember how far you have come and the small successes along the way. Finally, you look inside yourself and ask if you could live with yourself if you give up when being so close; if you could live without the things that your goal will give.
@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
1 Oct 12
I did not originally intend it that way, that is why I posted this here at this topic. I was just suddenly being naughty when I thought about posting that about payout. But, seriously, I am this close to my financial goals, and different problems are trying to crop up. It's hard to keep fighting when you're tired, when you're spent emotionally, mentally and physically. Sometimes, the only thing that makes me go on is the thought that I could not just go to waste the effort that I have exerted early on.
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@mysdianait (55655)
• Italy
30 Sep 12
Stop "thinking" about it and just get on and do something towards getting it, woman! There are just over twelve hours left so give it ya all!
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@mysdianait (55655)
• Italy
30 Sep 12
Sishy if it is a question of 'do or die', then sleep is not an option! Good night dear friend
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@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
30 Sep 12
I'm typing! I'm typing!
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@sishy7 (10305)
• Australia
30 Sep 12
Some of us have to sleep within that twelve hours left... Good night...
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@shaggin (10476)
• United States
1 Oct 12
LOL all but the last sentence sounds so serious and all that worry is just if you will make payout or not. I am at $22.20 so I know I will get paid this month and am so excited. I have never been as active as I am now and it shows in my earnings this month. I hope that you do reach payout you still have a few more hours. I would love to stay up and just keep posting and commenting but I am getting awfully tired. I only got two hours of sleep last night. Good luck here on mylot.
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@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
1 Oct 12
Well, the last sentence was naughty me trying to make things light. Though, I was really sad at first, making this post, that is why I have this discussion under this topic. But, I guess it was good turning the mood around, because I am now entertained by the answers. I am tire of all the drama I've been through and now I realize that maybe I could leave it offline and enjoy it here in my online world. Wow, you have been very active. Good for you! Green day would be a happy day for you! I wish I could make it. But, I have things to rush at the office, so I'm torn. *Sigh*
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@Hatley (107946)
• Garden Grove, California
1 Oct 12
glory just follow our mylotter shaggin as shes really active andyou will really make payout too. you ae getting a lot of nice'responses here so c omment back and I bet you do make. am rooting for you hip hip hurrah lol
@shaggin (10476)
• United States
1 Oct 12
Haha Hatley sometimes I do look to see what my friends on mylot are commenting on and then I find some interesting discussions to comment on myself. I see you around a lot on the same discussions I comment on so I assume we like a lot of the same discussions. So gloryacam it is not October 1st did you reach $10 last night so you can get your payment? I hope so. Today my total is $20.99 so yesterday I earned 74 cents :) Not quite a dollar but its a lot more then I used to earn each day. Im a little to addicted to this site haha.
@Hatley (107946)
• Garden Grove, California
1 Oct 12
hi gloryacam of c ourse you can makeit just start a discussion and comment b ack on all responses you get. respond a lot to others discussions and participate with comments a lot a nd you will make it with some money left over.try and ou will see I am right.comment on comments and have fun while making money too.
@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
1 Oct 12
Hi Ms. Hatley! Thanks for the tips. Unfortunately, I did not make it last month as I am 9 cents short to payout. But, that inspires me to work real hard in here so that I could at least reach payout every month or every two months. Mylotters like you are simply wonderful!
@katie0 (5212)
• Japan
1 Oct 12
We surely can the problem is to have persisntecy, it's one of the hardest things in the world.
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@jazel_juan (15595)
• Philippines
1 Oct 12
oh i had the same experience the other month glory lol but then again, i said to myself, it is fine since the following month i will have more and of course i will really reach the minimum pay out. so still do not give up.
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@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
1 Oct 12
Yeah, I guess, at least I could look forward to a bigger pay next month. Well, let's just wait and see. I have some 70 cents to go, and I'm curious whether I could manage to earn that considering I'm also rushing some work offline.
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• United States
30 Sep 12
I can't believe I made payout about a week ago. with me working and not being here I just knew I would have to make it next month. so,me working to make payout in two weeks is still working.
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@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
1 Oct 12
Wow...that's so great for you to be able to make it to payout even with your job! I wish I could do that, too. I'll try to post more this coming month.
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@toniganzon (17464)
• Philippines
17 Oct 12
And i thought it was something really serious. Don't worry about not making the minimum payout. Just think that you'll be earning more the next month. I too was close to making the payout but since i was busy preparing for my trip, i have forgotten totally about mylot. Anyway, i'm back to mylotting again and i think this time i will be able to make it to this month's payout.
@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
18 Oct 12
Well, there was something serious, but I realized that I've been whining and whining lately so I tried to make the mood lighter. I guess I wanted to leave out the whining in other discussions. ANDDDD, the good news for me is that although I was a few cents short last month, this month, I made it to payout. So, November would be an awesome month, MyLot payout plus 13th month! And, welcome back. At least things are starting to get normal with you again. I hope you make it big where you are now!!! And don't worry about homesickness. It will get better in time.
@inertia4 (19039)
• United States
16 Oct 12
I have been there a few times myself. But getting to payout is not that major. You will make it to payout. Give it time. You know it is going to happen. Not like other things that you strive for that you have no idea if you will make it.
• United States
14 Oct 12
I thought you meant you wanted to give up on your life. I'm glad you didn't mean that. Maybe people shouldn't chase happiness and just enjoy the moments of living. I been very depressed especially these past 11 months. I think you got to do a whole lot of commenting on this site to make money. I think the minimum is $10 unless I'm mistaken.
@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
15 Oct 12
Well, I have had a lot of frustrations this year, but I don't think I have given up on life yet. I am very tired, but I guess all I need is a break from it, rest maybe or go away for a while. As to the payout, yes it's $10. And I don't mind now that I was not able to make it last month. Because I have now reached the minimum, so that means I made it to this month's payout.
@ally12 (1205)
• Philippines
11 Oct 12
Maybe there would be times we run out of enthusiasm and power. I sometimes doubt myself too of accomplishing things I passionately working hard. I hope Ill make it this week..to reach the minimum payout..
@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
11 Oct 12
Yes, that's right. But, it's not always like that and life turns back around. I did not make it last month. It was just a few cents short. But... good news is that I definitely made it to payout this month and I expect my earnings come second week of November!
• India
10 Oct 12
Hey, most of my lifetime I have been a loser, and still going on with it, I never know the meaning of success, but I think hope is best imagination that mankind ever have. If you can think of success and failure as merely an imagination and view point then you can gradually overcome the hallucination of success, yeah, I am a so-called loser, but I know nothing is mine forever....:)
@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
10 Oct 12
I don't want to think of my self as a loser. And you should not, also. Yes, we have downside moments but I don't think it means we are losers. Remember that our thoughts attract energy. So, if we think we are losers, then we fulfill that prophesy. But, if we think we are good, then we attract that positive vibe.
• Greece
1 Oct 12
my friend sometimes you are ahead and sometimes you are behind....dont worry we all have our moments...Sometimes i do feel like you sad and lonely and other times happy and ready to face everything...Accept the gift of being just HUMAN!
@gloryacam (5546)
• Philippines
1 Oct 12
Thanks, my friend. And you are so right! And, it's what makes like interesting, right? I just love being human and thank God that I was given a chance to experience all these. And... welcome to mylot!