what makes you stay in myLot?
By Noland Da
@Noland (70)
Indonesia
November 13, 2023 3:12pm CST
Finally, after A year I leaved myLot account, and today I decided to comeback again.
Honestly, after all the thing that I passed, I feel so worry and stressed ( maybe ??) for everything happened in my life. Sometime life is uneasy as I expect, but life Must go on. Too many ways that I try to reach what I want, but I think, the fortune isn't come to me yet.
Okay, let me tell what I feel.
Everyday I wake up at 3.30 am. Then I started to collect my life hehehe , little time to scrolling my medsos. Then prepare for the day.
I prepare the meal, some breakfast and etc. I life with my small family, and father in law in a house.
To finished all my routine activity at the morning, usually I spend around 2 - 4 hours. It depend on, I have to market or not.
Taking care with toddler, make me happy, but only him whose I hug when I feel so bad at the day. That's my boy
But beside that, sometime I feel so bad when my husband said to me the negative words, sometime the words make me crying a lot, but just in my heart. It's so shy for me to show how I'm weak honestly.
Thus, I choose to hide my feeling about that, I wish that someday I'll find the way to achieve what I hopes.
And yeah in myLot, i just want to share what I feel, without my friends, colleges, partners, or whoever that I know in real life know, that the story is mine.
I wish, I can make friends from a worldwide to discuss, to share the new insight, the little thing or big thing in life as many as I can.
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6 responses
@snowy22315 (171099)
• United States
13 Nov
I just chatting and sharing with people. It is almost like a family here.
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@much2say (53942)
• Los Angeles, California
14 Nov
It's good to come here and talk with others . . . about anything and with people/friends from all over the world. Right - this is our private space to chat freely - the "real" world does not have to know about "here". Life is hard at times . . . I think we all go through that and can relate.
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@Noland (70)
• Indonesia
14 Nov
Ya, true life is hard, therefore future is mystery. Often, I guess what wil happen to the future after I did my past. But unfortunately sometime it never meet my expectation, in another side meet my wishing. Thus I just hope that everything will be fine
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@DaddyEvil (137142)
• United States
13 Nov
I've been on myLot over 9 years. I have a lot of friends here that I talk with several times a day about different things. Friends from all different countries. Several good friends from Indonesia.
How old is your toddler? I am sure he's handsome little boy. My "little" girl is 35 years old now and lives with me. She has a boyfriend who lives across the US from us so she talks with him over the phone or over the computer.
May I ask what are your hopes for someday?
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@Noland (70)
• Indonesia
14 Nov
I'm so happy to hear your short story when you stay in this platform. Thank you. I hope so, do with me.
My toddler 3 y.o this year. Ya, I think he is so cute but some people said that his face look like his dad , but I'm no worries and happy for that.
Some people said, don't tell your dreams to another one, just make it come true, then tell the truth how to achieve them.
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@DaddyEvil (137142)
• United States
14 Nov
@Noland You're welcome... I hope you stay on myLot and come visit with us more often. It's always nice to visit with people from around the world.
I understand... As long as the girls think he's cute, too, then he's fine. 
(My daughter looks like me. 
Lots of people say she's beautiful.)
Oh, I see... Then I hope your dreams come true so you can tell us about them some day. 
I understand... As long as the girls think he's cute, too, then he's fine. (My daughter looks like me. Lots of people say she's beautiful.)
Oh, I see... Then I hope your dreams come true so you can tell us about them some day. 1 person likes this
@Noland (70)
• Indonesia
21 Nov
@DaddyEvil Amin. I guess that you're so close with your daughter. How happy you re! Wishing you much blessed today and after.
I'll try to look often my lot, how happy I'm finding friend over the world like you all. Thank youuuu
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