I've come to realize that I'll always be.....  

...cynical and outspoken.

You know you are smiling. It was a given coming from me, wasn't it?

It is true though. I have been this way since I was a mere teenager and I have only honed my skills at cynicism, sarcasm, and speaking my mind.

By the time I am 50 I am either going to have my own talk show or leading a cult in my basement. lol

Hi crazy nurse
First of all why don't you get out of there then? heheheh just kidding as I am sure there are reasons for you.
Me? Well, let's see, for all the hardship and happenings that have occured since I moved from CO to MA seven years ago, I wonder what my life would have been like if I hadn't made the move.
I also wonder, well, no I do not wonder..I kinda know what my life would be like now, if I hadn't have made some really stupid bone head mistakes in the last 3 yrs.
Ah well...

I've come to realize that I'll always be wondering how different my life would have been if my father had not died when I was six. I feel like my whole family dynamics would have been so much better, that 2 of my siblings would be alive and maybe my mother would have had some sort of happiness in her life.

Dang CNurse this one could open cans of worms for everyone.

I've come to realize that I'll always be...completely, and totally, out of my tree, always forever just wacky ole me...
Seriously, I'll always be young at heart, and I'll probably always be what everybody always tells me: different. (It took me many years to realize that being different is not necessarily a bad thing lol) I'm hopeful that I'll always be able to relate to the simple joys in life, and looking at the world through unjaded eyes.

SINGLE! I was always destined to be single and to live a life of solitude, because that is the way I am made, in my younger days I always craved acceptance and being wanted and for me that would relate to having a partner, I was desperate to have someone to call my partner so that I was socially accepted, wanted, I felt unwanted, ugly and alone that no one wanted me. Well, what happened I got my wish, they say becareful what you wish for it may come true, it did, and I went through 9 years of abusive relationships. Now I look back and think WHY! I am independent I love living alone, I don't want no ties, no hassles, no heartache. I am destined to be alone, so now at 36 I realize fully that I will always be single and much happier for it, if only I knew this 9 years ago!

I have come to realise that I will always be too complex to fully understand.
I am often misunderstood by someone
many people think that i am nice and are shocked to see my mean streak
Others think i am mean and are surprised when they see the nicer side of me
Some think I am hard core and are left in awe when I show my softer side
others think I am a big softy and are stunned when I give a lesson in tough love
Many people think they really know me but the truth is that sometimes I dont even know myself completely
I see myself as weak and vulnerable but always amaze myself by my own strength
i see myself as a submissive push over but am often left speechless by my own assertiveness

I've come to realize that I'll always be...too soft for my own good. I give too many people too many chances, only to be hurt time and again. I think that I've made a new friend, only to be stabbed in the back, when I should have seen it coming. I give too many people the benefit of the doubt.

hard to answer,,, as I tend to think "never say never" so I could say always be over weight - but if I come to that conclusion it will end up self fulfilling...
I could say something that I am that I hope to always be, but again - I do not want to be presumptuous and have my pride in that cause it to not be so any longer.

hmmm.