I've come to realize that I'll always be.....

hard to answer,,, as I tend to think "never say never" so I could say always be over weight - but if I come to that conclusion it will end up self fulfilling... I could say something that I am that I hope to always be, but again - I do not want to be presumptuous and have my pride in that cause it to not be so any longer. hmmm.

I've come to realize that I'll always be...too soft for my own good. I give too many people too many chances, only to be hurt time and again. I think that I've made a new friend, only to be stabbed in the back, when I should have seen it coming. I give too many people the benefit of the doubt.

I've come to realize that I'll always be...completely, and totally, out of my tree, always forever just wacky ole me... Seriously, I'll always be young at heart, and I'll probably always be what everybody always tells me: different. (It took me many years to realize that being different is not necessarily a bad thing lol) I'm hopeful that I'll always be able to relate to the simple joys in life, and looking at the world through unjaded eyes.

SINGLE! I was always destined to be single and to live a life of solitude, because that is the way I am made, in my younger days I always craved acceptance and being wanted and for me that would relate to having a partner, I was desperate to have someone to call my partner so that I was socially accepted, wanted, I felt unwanted, ugly and alone that no one wanted me. Well, what happened I got my wish, they say becareful what you wish for it may come true, it did, and I went through 9 years of abusive relationships. Now I look back and think WHY! I am independent I love living alone, I don't want no ties, no hassles, no heartache. I am destined to be alone, so now at 36 I realize fully that I will always be single and much happier for it, if only I knew this 9 years ago!

...cynical and outspoken. You know you are smiling. It was a given coming from me, wasn't it? It is true though. I have been this way since I was a mere teenager and I have only honed my skills at cynicism, sarcasm, and speaking my mind. By the time I am 50 I am either going to have my own talk show or leading a cult in my basement. lol