can i move on...

can i just say i am losing both?! yes i guess we surely can... but i just dont know how... life for me is always like this. never a moment where there would be this one person whom tobe mine. and i always end up being lonely and alone all over again.

its like a cycle and now i just dont know how to move on...

jhelai

and thanks friend

i jst do hope so my friend. its just a bad time and everything adds up. and momentarily i just cant help but just cry.

thanks friend. i know someday maybe i could. or if i could not i just hope i could again put that smile back on my face and say... "see? i have just done it already"... but for now all i can do for myself is pray and hope for the thin line to pass by...

jhelai

thanks for a very nice message my friend... as i was reading your response... i just cant help but let the tears roll down again. i even thought it had died down. i thought i hav nothing more to let it out. but then again they just came unexpectedly...

i will treasure tis forever
Everyone who came into our life, has a purpose for a reason and for a season. He is there for you when you need him the most, he gave you the moral support, care and love. Definitely he has left his footprint on the path of your life. Therefore, do appreciate and treasure the moments that you are together, the fond memories that stay forever! At least you do HAVE IT before. He is like an angel sent from above to look after you for a season. I believe another angel will soon be in your life. When one door closed, another door is open for you.

thanks for uplifting my spirit
jhelai

Dear jheLaichie,

You are most welcome! You are one of the
nicest person I have ever met here at myLot.
Many myLotters here will be there for you to
give you the moral support that you need.

Even we are thousand miles apart, words of
encouragement can lift a person high enough:)

God Bless you and take care!

"sige adto sa ko ha? kita-kita lang ta unya!

oh my dear Iriene...

thanks so much! you surely did uplift my weakend heart. and you made me smile. how come you know my dialect? i was just so amaze and happy to see such a lovely person in you as well... i am just so happy that you and the rest are here for me. to uplift my life in a moment like this.

thanks so much friend
jhelai

Dear Prince,

You are right...this Words of God is so true!

When there is a sunset, there will be a sunrise
tomorrow. Soon we will see the light at the end
of the tunnel.

Dear jhe,

Hope to see a cheerful smiley soon:)
God Bless you, He cares for you!

hello there Princelierocks! and thanks so much for inspirirng me.

we have been through this kind of situation. and i am happy that you did move on. and yet find a better you from all the trials that had been through with your life. and i know i could get thru it all... just have faith anfd trust in him. i know he has something good instore for us. like what you already have right now.

thanks so much again friend
jhelai

Iriene88, you are right my friend. a good word form the Lord. and i will always remember it. and i know HE surely does cares for me and for all of us.

thansk friend for always reminding me on how to just lift everything all up to Him.

jhelai

oh dear savypat my friend. thanks for this wonderful inspiration! yes! i am dead right now. deeply hurting and the pain is increasing even more. but i just need to hold on and to feel every pain and aches that i must feel. for i know maybe tomorrow, i could just let it all kick up and see what has instore for me. a new beginning!

jhelai

oh dear!!! i am so happy to see those words the exact words that means so much... and thanks for being a dear friend. for being here when i needed a lending ear and friend to hold on to.

yes. moving on is a hard task. i need all the courage and patience as well. to see through life in a different manner without bitterness and more aches. forgetting is even harder than expected and i know maybe soon... i can... and hopefully i will

thanks friend offlimits
jhelai

You are always welcome:) Just remember to keep yourself busy so that you can shift your attention to more productive things and not waste your time pondering over that matter. myLot is always a first to get yourself preoccupied! you can always to talk to us here:)

thanks so much dear! your one in a million! and i thank you for being here. i am doing mylot and everything else from now on. to occupy my time and as not to think of anything in particular for a moment. you are so right! i can always talk to you and the rest of my mylot community!!!

thanks much
jhelai

so glad that you are here and the rest to lighten my miserable days. i know this would go on for a longer time. but what you are doing with your life is the best way there is as well. i am so disconnected with the reality as of this moment. even the day before, i was like collapsing to a world of just me and my pain!

but i must also seek through His guidance and love. to embrace me and make me feel the love and of what i am really on this world. its not the end yet and there is still so much for this life to go and hold up to! and i just have to be ready every step of the way!

jhelai

thanks my dear janebeth. i am not letting go yet ... and still holding on. i love him and that is what matters most for me right now.

though how hard this could be, but i never losses hope. and i would truly love my life much more better now. i just have to let go of the pain and aches and cry it all out. its been three days that my pains are not subsiding. but i am just still here... waiting, hoping, praying...

jhelai

.. do you have misunderstandings?? or third party??
i know you don't want to think it back all over again but i am really confused..

.. do you have misunderstandings?? or third party??
i know you don't want to think it back all over again but i am really confused..

hhhmmmm can i say all of the above my friend. well its really complicated but i do not want to think about it all over again. but what can i say i cannot hlp but think and then cry some more...

jhelai

i am so sorry jhelai, yes you are right there.. don't think about it many times, and try to move on..

and i know i would move on my dear friend ajnebeeth and thansk so much!

jhelai

se7enthbird my dear friend. so nice to have someone and the others here for me. and i thank you for that.

yes i think i can move on. but just not now. the pain is still there. and the my bleeding heart has not healed yet. i am still coping up with everything and hopefully, i can get through it with a smile. with no hesitations and sorrows.

thanks friend for making me a stronger person
jhelai

hello there kathy my friend.

so glad that you are here for me. in times of my despair and sorrow. i lost him not by literal death... but just a feeling of death. i dont go on blurting it all out. its not really my type. but i just want something, part of this aches to be said and open up for me to see how it would be when i can open up.

thanks friend
yes i know i can move on now. because you are all here for me
jhelai