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PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 13 Feb 07

I have always thought I have chronic depression but when I got on the internet I started looking at some sights about mental disorders. After a little research I'm convinced that it isn't so much depression, but Schizophrenic...

depression

schizophrenic personality disorder

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PepperJane Your information has been helpful. I know I can't accurately diagnose my self but when I saw the definition of schizophrenic personality disorder it just seemed to explain everything. I have every symptom that was described and some of them I don't really...

16 Feb 07

ChloeStrawberry @ChloeStrawberry (285) • Philippines 18 Oct 08

In a relationship, there are times when our love ones wants to be alone so they can do their own thing. You show respect to the other person by giving him/her the space to breath. What do you do if you are in that situation and...

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PepperJane In a relationship, there are times when our love ones wants to be alone so they can do their own thing. You show respect to the other person by giving him/her the space to breath. What do you do if you are in that situation and you miss your partner that...

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PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 13 Feb 07

I have always thought I have chronic depression but when I got on the internet I started looking at some sights about mental disorders. After a little research I'm convinced that it isn't so much depression, but Schizophrenic...

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PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

I am an avid reader and I think my favorite book of all time is probably Of Mice and Men. What is your favorite?

favorite books

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PepperJane I'm a little surprised that so far more people haven't said the bible. It's usually a pretty standard answer.

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

I am an avid reader and I think my favorite book of all time is probably Of Mice and Men. What is your favorite?

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PepperJane I actually just re-read East of Eden about a year-or-so ago. Definitely on my favorites list.

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 10 Feb 07

I know it probably sounds silly to be upset when a star that you definitely don't personally know dies but I'm upset about Anna Nicole. I have said for years, especially after seeing the E! show, that Anna Nicole was my "idol". I...

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PepperJane It's strange how similar these two tragic tales really are. Especially the mysterious circumstances surrounding their deaths. Does anyone have any theories about Anna Nicole's death? I think Howard J. Stern should be seriously investigated for both the...

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 10 Feb 07

I know it probably sounds silly to be upset when a star that you definitely don't personally know dies but I'm upset about Anna Nicole. I have said for years, especially after seeing the E! show, that Anna Nicole was my "idol". I...

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PepperJane Unfortunately, there's no way that is going to happen. It has already gotten out of control, especially with the disrespectful and tacky statement from freakin' Zsa Zsa Gabor's husband.

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

I love to read true crime stories andbooks. I'm fascinated with what goes on inside the minds of criminals. Do you find this interesting?

reading

the criminal mind

true crime

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PepperJane I am definitely a fan of the book and movie. I've always had a fascination with Charles Manson. It's hard to explain but the whole story is just crazy and interesting. I've also lately found myself watching the true crime shows on Court Tv late at night.

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

I think some people are born depressed. It is some kind of chemical imbalance or brain malfunction that begins at birth. What do you think?

chemical imbalance

depression

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PepperJane Like I said earlier, I think I was born depressed. It just seems like I don't really remember ever being "happy". I do have some good memories but I don't really feel like I ever had a happy period of time in my life.

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 10 Feb 07

I know it probably sounds silly to be upset when a star that you definitely don't personally know dies but I'm upset about Anna Nicole. I have said for years, especially after seeing the E! show, that Anna Nicole was my "idol". I...

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PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

I am currently taking Paxil. Have you tried it? What were your results? Did it help you?

paxil

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PepperJane Just like in my other comment, I have recently put on a lot of weight, but I wasn't sure if it could be related to the Paxil.

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

Do you cut yourself? Why? Do you really feel better afterwards?

cutting

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PepperJane To everyone who has contributed to this conversation: I'm not going to rate a best on this discussion because everyone had great comments! Thanks!

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

Do you cut yourself? Why? Do you really feel better afterwards?

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PepperJane Another common bond amongst us usually there is some kind of abuse or trauma in our past. I wonder about other peoples situations like what happened so bad that we basically mutilate ourselves.

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

Do you cut yourself? Why? Do you really feel better afterwards?

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PepperJane After hearing the stories from this discussion, we all have similar reasons and ideas. The constants seem to be: Most everyone says that when you cut and you see your blood it feels like you're letting out pain/emotions/sometimes even evil. What I find...

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

Do you cut yourself? Why? Do you really feel better afterwards?

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PepperJane lol

10 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

What are some good flowers or plants to grow in a shady spot? I've had minimal luck with hostas. What else is there?

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PepperJane I thought Hostas were pretty hardy. I only planted maybe 4 of them in one area. 1 of them died before the end of the season and the next year only 1 came back. I also tried Lily of the Valley but they were bulbs which I hadn't tried before and Not even 1 came...

10 Feb 07

mavec1210 @mavec1210 (58) • Turkey 7 Feb 07

Do you fight with your partner/someone? Do you have a conflict with your partner/someone?

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PepperJane I never fight with my husband but my ex-boyfriend is a whole other story. It quickly escalated into physical violence which caused many problems. Stitches, jail, destruction of property including my nice car, etc. I hate fighting or conflicts and I don't hit...

7 Feb 07

PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

What are some good flowers or plants to grow in a shady spot? I've had minimal luck with hostas. What else is there?

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PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

Last spring I planted a beautiful tri-color butterfly bush. Do I need to cut it back? If so,when should I do it?

butterfly bush

gardening

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PepperJane @PepperJane (50) • United States 7 Feb 07

I am currently taking Paxil. Have you tried it? What were your results? Did it help you?

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PepperJane For the last couple of months I've been down on myself for being lazy and by mid-day I'm taking a nap because I get to the point that I can't hardly hold my eyes open. I hadn't really thought about it being a side effect of the Paxil. I was starting to worry...

7 Feb 07

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