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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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Chris Bergstrom Thanks

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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Chris Bergstrom I know it's so hard but I need to let go and let God and just trust that they will come back when they need me and I just pray they are ok despite hating this loser guy

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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Chris Bergstrom Thank you and yes I know I keep having this discussion with family and friends it's time for me to start living for myself and not for others

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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Chris Bergstrom @jstory07 my nieces mother (my sister) is an addict and has never been a mother to her.... My mother and me raised both my oldest nieces.

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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Chris Bergstrom My Great Nephew is almost three it's his mother my eldest niece who has the loser boyfriend, my other niece is the one who is a new mother of my Great niece who was born June 25th

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 21 Jul 23

I feel so bad for it but today when I was overwhelmed with stress I wrote "I just want to die" as my Facebook status.... I knew instantly I shouldn't have, I should have stayed off social media the place where it's so easy to...

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Chris Bergstrom Thank you Amber I'm trying to just breathe

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 17 Jul 23

It feels like no matter what I do no matter how hard I try I will never be truly happy... I keep feeling like bad things are gonna happen, I worry so much that I'm going crazy... What if schizophrenia is hereditary, my brother...

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Chris Bergstrom I know it helps some but I've managed this long just for me personally I do not want to be medicated ever.

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 17 Jul 23

It feels like no matter what I do no matter how hard I try I will never be truly happy... I keep feeling like bad things are gonna happen, I worry so much that I'm going crazy... What if schizophrenia is hereditary, my brother...

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Chris Bergstrom Thank you I just refuse to be medicated at all I'm all for therapy and counseling but with all the addiction in my family I could never be medicated

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 17 Jul 23

It feels like no matter what I do no matter how hard I try I will never be truly happy... I keep feeling like bad things are gonna happen, I worry so much that I'm going crazy... What if schizophrenia is hereditary, my brother...

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Chris Bergstrom My sister is likely schizophrenic to a degree to she is bad into addiction

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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Chris Bergstrom @LindaOHio we always think we are when we are not yet lol I look at myself at 22 and think no way in hell could I have been a full time parent lol

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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Chris Bergstrom I have him a lot of the time that's the issue though she so often chooses time with idiot men over time with son

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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Chris Bergstrom I love my niece dearly I just question her judgment in men, she is a good mother when present but these idiots distract her attention not fair to her son

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 16 Jul 23

I'm sitting here in uncontrollable tears barely able to breathe, as much as I vent about helping with the care of my family, the minute I'm without them I feel like my life is falling apart. My Niece took my Nephew with her to...

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Chris Bergstrom She is only 22, still a child herself in how she thinks she had him at 19.

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Ruby Hawk @RubyHawk (99393) • Atlanta, Georgia 6 Jul 23

I hope everyone in the world of Mylot had a good day. We had showers this morning and sunshine this evening so it was all good. Several family members called today so I’ve been on the phone most of the day. I think they planned...

phone calls

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Chris Bergstrom @RubyHawk yes he's had to change and adjust his meds a few times now I don't think it will ever be perfect unfortunately

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Marie Coyle @MarieCoyle (50200) 12 Jul 23

Many people have a bucket list, things they hope to experience or do in their lifetime. I do, I know. But I never thought about it in reverse before. There are things I wouldn't mind never having to experience again, for sure....

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Chris Bergstrom @MarieCoyle it's something I don't think I'll ever get over

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Ruby Hawk @RubyHawk (99393) • Atlanta, Georgia 6 Jul 23

I hope everyone in the world of Mylot had a good day. We had showers this morning and sunshine this evening so it was all good. Several family members called today so I’ve been on the phone most of the day. I think they planned...

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Chris Bergstrom @RubyHawk My brother says the voices are not as prevalent and seem faint but he still hears them at times. The meds work but they have awful side effects he sleeps so much during the dayz and lacks energy

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 12 Jul 23

Many of you remember my brother Tim from his posts here years ago, I know that several things happened on the site and they may have been early signs of his schizophrenia. He was officially diagnosed with Schizophrenia January...

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Chris Bergstrom Thanks for the kind words

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Chris Bergstrom @chrissbergstrom (10767) • Banks, Oregon 10 Jul 23

I was full time caregiver for my Grandmother for many years and she passed in November of last year. I am one of two whom help my brother whom we applied for disability so he could get more help and were denied, his schizophrenia...

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Chris Bergstrom Thank you I hope so

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Judy Evans @JudyEv (364832) • Rockingham, Australia 11 Jul 23

Lately, it seems every second film we watch has Morgan Freeman in it. Last night, we watched Invictus at the clubhouse and what a great film it was. The story deals with Nelson Mandela (Morgan Freeman), and the comeback...

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Chris Bergstrom @JudyEv thanks Judy seems mylot always has a way of calling me back eventually

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