Forgive me

Hopefully the wind will calm down then. I am feeling a little better today, which is good. There's still the nagging at the back of my mind, but I am trying to ignore it.

@LadyDuck I don't mind wind but then it brings other worries. We have trees that are old. We had one tree fall a few winters ago. It fell between our house and another.

@ScribbledAdNauseum Try to ignore the nagging. The will will blow until midnight according to the weather forecast. I have enough of this strong wind this year.

I hope you can find someone to talk to about your own troubles. I have heard of an app for people who don't want to see a doctor, they can connect to therapists that way if they prefer. I've gone the therapy route before. For me, it was a horrible experience. I didn't like it at all and I didn't want to be there. I've since learned ways to cope, healthy ways that is. Relaxing music, a good book, a walk. I've got a friend I can shoot a message to whom always makes me feel better, and vice versa.

@cintol I had two different therapists, or maybe three actually. All over different periods of my life. My first experience of one was in middle school, then twice after high school. There's one that I can hardly recall but I remember not liking them and refusing to go anymore. This was after high school so I was out on my own. I think I might have blocked something out, some sort of unpleasantness because I can't recall it, and haven't been able to recall it for years. You have to do what you have to do, and only you know what's best for you. I believe places like angies list review doctors and therapists as well. It probably wouldn't hurt to read a few reviews, and it might make you feel comfortable before going to a therapist.

@ScribbledAdNauseum Thanks, I too have always done it on my own as well but, there are too many things going on for me now that I just can't sort them anymore so I am gonna give it a shot. I am hoping I actually get a good one that will help and not make things worse for me. If they do I will stop going, I am sorry you had a bad experience with that. I hope you can get to feeling better soon.

@ScribbledAdNauseum ......That is what I try to do. Don't always win at it but I try.

@celticeagle All you really can do, to be honest. Whether it works or not, it's about trying.

Unfortunately, it is. I am just trying to stay as positive as possible.

Thank You. I do feel a bit better today.

I am, thank you. I hope I'll continue to feel better as well. It's just annoying when you feel this way, ya know?

@ScribbledAdNauseum you're welcome, and yes i do.

@Courage7 I am sorry you are having a day of it. Yes, well, it's sometimes good to just express things? I messaged my best friend through snapchat earlier and told her that I was having a day, she's very good at making me feel better. She's my soul sister.

@ScribbledAdNauseum Very good Amber..glad you have that release.

@ScribbledAdNauseum RIP to your Grandmother. Sorry you had to deal with all that. And sorry for blah day today. I am dealing with monster. But I will be fine

Yes, so very much so. Thank You. I am just trying to stay as positive as possible.

It's mostly fall for me, but this month is just as bad.

THank You, I appreciate that.