Processing Sadness

Picasso
@Inlemay (17714)
South Africa
November 10, 2020 7:54pm CST
They say if one puts one's emotions to pen and paper it helps release the emotions: journaling our thoughts can be a helpful lifeline. Today a sadness has befallen me - as our darling Picasso exhaled his last whimper and is journeying to a place where all the furry loved ones go. Sadly after a dental procedure, his kidneys went into failure and he died in my arms while his heart took its last beats. Traumatic, unexpected as he was still fighting fit five weeks ago. They will be doing an autopsy to see if anything else might have contributed to his sudden death. Sleep eludes me this night and I know it is time to pen my sorrows to paper so that my own heart and soul can find peace in what transpired today. I am going to miss his lively character, his unconditional love, his warm cuddles every night, his welcome home meow when I open the door and his walks with me in the garden. I will miss him, I miss him already! Thank you for reading and listening. “Our sorrows and wounds are healed only when we touch them with compassion.” ~Buddha
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@kaylachan (57687)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
11 Nov 20
I am sorry you lost your cat. At least his last moments were in your arms. Yes, he will be missed.
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@Inlemay (17714)
• South Africa
12 Nov 20
thank you for your kind words
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@kaylachan (57687)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
13 Nov 20
You're welcome. I lost a cat almost four years ago, He passed of kidney failure, too. However, his wasn't a surprise as he passed at the age of 19 and had been sick for three years. @Inlemay
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@JudyEv (325793)
• Rockingham, Australia
11 Nov 20
That is so, so sad - even more so as it was unexpected. I'm so sorry. What a beautiful cat he was.
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@Inlemay (17714)
• South Africa
12 Nov 20
sad thank you
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@rebelann (111178)
• El Paso, Texas
11 Nov 20
My condolences for your loss. He was such a beauty.
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@Inlemay (17714)
• South Africa
12 Nov 20
it has been a crying few days
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@LadyDuck (458107)
• Switzerland
11 Nov 20
I am so sorry Lany, poor lovely boy. Picasso is an orange tabby, like the young cat of my neighbor, he follows me everywhere I go when I go in the garden. I know you are going to miss Picasso. R.I.P.
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@Inlemay (17714)
• South Africa
12 Nov 20
thanks Anna - it was sudden and so terribly sad for us
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• United States
11 Nov 20
how traumatic fer y'all, hon. may ya find some comfort knowin' he's pain free 'n runnin' there o'er the rainbow bridge. my deepest condolences'n the loss 'f yer sweet babe.
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@Inlemay (17714)
• South Africa
12 Nov 20
thank you for care and kind words
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@rakski (112925)
• Philippines
11 Nov 20
I am so sorry to know about Picasso.
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@BelleStarr (61047)
• United States
16 Nov 20
Our pets are part of our family and losing them is traumatic and like losing any other loved one. I am so sorry for your loss.
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@Fleura (29128)
• United Kingdom
11 Nov 20
I'm so sorry for your loss, especially because there seemed no reason for it. At least you have many happy memories and he didn't suffer at the end.
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@Inlemay (17714)
• South Africa
12 Nov 20
his teeth were causing some pain and maybe he just couldn't endure it anymore - my heart is so sad we cannot help our pets with issues like this.
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@Fleura (29128)
• United Kingdom
12 Nov 20
@Inlemay Could be; toothache is one of the worst : (
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