Today
By Fae Maverick
@Fa_Maverick (9458)
Australia
September 7, 2022 5:55am CST
I woke up at 2am crying and having an anxiety attack... I felt like I was going to die. Why? I had a dream that I gave birth to a stillborn. My partner C was in the room with me. So was... Bones and someone else that was obscured from sight they were flinging a lot of verbal poop around. That dream f*cked me up but I refused to call C because I knew he had to get to work early.
Obviously after that I didn't really want to go to uni... I am still not entirely sure how I got through the day.
This evening I signed back up to Tagged. No not because C and I broke up. He and I are still as good as ever. I signed back up because I missed some of the people I met there and talking to them.
It isn't as interesting these days... I think I might even just drop my contact details to certain people and dip from there again... It used to be fun to chat with people there now it isn't.
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@GardenGerty (157648)
• United States
7 Sep 22
Those nightmares can really mess up your day or even week.
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@moffittjc (118528)
• Gainesville, Florida
7 Sep 22
Oh no, that must have been an awful nightmare to deal with. I think something like that would have left me shaken up as well. I hope you’ve been able to relax a little since then. That would definitely give me anxiety as well.
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@moffittjc (118528)
• Gainesville, Florida
7 Sep 22
@Fa_Maverick Oh damn, I’m so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to help you feel better.
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@Fa_Maverick (9458)
• Australia
8 Sep 22
@moffittjc watched YouTube til 5 then went back to sleep for a while now its 10am and I need to drag myself out of beeed
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@Fa_Maverick (9458)
• Australia
7 Sep 22
Been having a lot of f*cking awful dreams lately... Made worse by feeling any pain from them for a while after I wake up. It is 3:28am right now after another nightmare.
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@Fa_Maverick (9458)
• Australia
7 Sep 22
I had an early miscarriage at 19 obviously it was gonna f*ck me up.
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@magallon (19280)
• Philippines
7 Sep 22
@Fa_Maverick i am so sorry to hear that.
That was such a depressing experience.
But don't lose hope.
God is always good.
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@porwest (78759)
• United States
18 Sep 22
@Fa_Maverick I am lucky then to hardly ever remember my dreams.
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@Fa_Maverick (9458)
• Australia
18 Sep 22
Happens with alarming regularity really and I remember them all in graphic often bloody detail.
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@popciclecold (35364)
• United States
7 Sep 22
I hate you had such a terrible nightmare.
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@RebeccasFarm (86838)
• United States
7 Sep 22
What a horrid nightmare..funny I had one too.
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