A Compilation of Four Marriages

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Well, I just finished the last post and my last marriage. I wanted to do this compilation because each one got so long and I wanted to take some things into account about each of them. My first marriage taught me that young love is just that. Young. I had had my little girl's fantasies and dreams. Thought i would find some nice guy and fall in love, get married. Have a dream life and give him children. Boy! Was I naive. But I never tried marriage from that standpoint again. My second marriage was an adventure. I wanted to experience and see for myself what prison was like and the men in prison. I found out. The first time DN and I had a conjugal visit I recall waiting in a room for him to be brought down from his cell. I saw them through the window. He was in handcuffs and leg irons. He walked in a weird way, and it was so demeaning. I felt so badly for him. He was just so okay with everything. This was his life. I'm sorry that I hurt him. My third marriage was so weird. I was so naive back then. Surely no one would do such a thing. I think that is when I really started taking Karma seriously. I hope that Karma comes down on his with a serious blow that teaches him a very complete lesson. My fourth marriage was sad. He was a good guy when he wasn't drinking. Talk about Dr.Jekyl and Mr. Hyde. His friend that I spoke about used to take paper when they were in school and punch holes in it. DBY had really bad acne. That was so mean and DBY still remained friends with him. His older brother used to make him take acid and did some awful things to him. He had it tough. I wonder about him and hope he is doing okay.