December 18, 2009 4:56pm CST
I am so negative for alot of reasons. When you have problems with self-confidence and self-esteem it has alot to do with it! It has to do with feeling jealous and envious of other people! Thinking I was screwed while growing up and in a lot of ways I was! I still feel that way today! I get so negative when some people I know act like they are so perfect when they aren't trying! I think I do that because things seem to come to them so darn easy! For me I struggle alot to get the same things! This world isn't helping my negative atittude either! If the world didn't have so many problems that would help! It didn't help I grew up around negative parents! I have worked with to many negative people over the years,too! Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one in this world with problems! I hate when I ask for help and I don't get it! So wonder I'm so dang negative! So I complain on top of this! I just don't know how to end those things but then again this is part of who I am! I do sound crazy and I do feel like I am,alot!