July 13, 2012 10:02pm CST
Hubby was in a bad mood last night, i guess too much stress but then i am also stressed. Like i am working too! not just him but i always try my best to have a smile on my face so the kids won't be affected. We went home and i cooked the meals and try to make the aura happy... it is something i love to do but then when he is not helping i just gets irritated too! I mean it is hard when you are stressed out too but sometimes someone's got to do it right? and i did. I just got irritated at him for being that way. We had a fight over it and him saying i do not understand, how come i do not i am also working like him! i cried myself to sleep and i slept at the other room. I cannot help it just got so upset. I heard him left at 9 in eve, i guess he went out for a drink. I was thinking of doing that as well but my kids were there and i do not want to leave them, still someone's got to do it, and it is me, look after them... at dawn, i felt someone squeezing in the bed, the room i slept has a small bed and i choose to sleep there to be with myself just tonight. I saw it was little boy who squeezed, Juanzen..glad he came. My daughter and my youngest slept together.. then at around 3am i then felt someone squeezed in the very small bed..and guess who it is? my husband. we were like sardines in the bed. He said sorry and i just nodded and went back to sleep. i am just so tired.