did you wake up next to the right person

i woke up alone on the couch at my house actually :) sober and not hung over.. i didnt drink this new years :D

Interesting story actually. We were in 7th grade together. We were friends then and had a crush on each other but he didn't tell me til the last day of school... and he was moving back to Arizona in the summer. We stayed in touch... 30 pages letters, emails, phone calls, etc. We have always loved each other but it just wasn't the right time or place to be more than friends. I ended a 7 year relationship last year and he ended a relationship too, so it's finally the right time. I'm moving out there this summer after I get my degree, but in the mean time it's hell. Waking up in a B&B is great if you are you know, traveling and visiting one. Well, I guess I was traveling a visiting one... but it's my uncle's and I don't get all the luxeries most people get. I have to make my own bed, clean up after myself, and completely clean the room and bathrooms when I leave for the next guests. Not that I mind cleaning up after myself... but it's more like staying at a normal house owned by a relative... so not really as big of a deal. That and it was 12 degrees and we had 21 inches of snow. And I got the flu. I'll quit whining now.

hah ya i guess when the family owns it they treat you like family instead of friend.. and i suppose you have to do a better clean up there than your own place since it has to be prim and proper for the next people.. thats awesome though about you and buddy in AZ.. smart choice to finish school first too :) you wont have to worry about any snow or freezing tempatures out there either eh? only problem there is if your a/c or central air breaks! haha :D

are you away from home or is he? or is it a long distance thingy :D waking up in a b&b is much better off than plenty of people can say im sure :) mmmm breakfast would be good right now! haha

i sometimes wish the people in my dreams weren't real heh any dreams i remember arent the ones people like remembering.. though i dont remember most of my dreams.. i didnt party for new years either though so you arent the only one :D

dreams can definately come true.. theres plenty of people on the planet who claim their dreams are precognitions etc.. its just usually not the good ones that come true.. :(

great way to make it through life without regret :) fleas are jumpy lil creatures though so you must be extra careful! :P

i dont think it only happens in movies.. thats for happy endings.. love is possible to find its just something you have to work at.. its not as perfect as people like to dream it is

i guess we wont have to worry about you ever finding it then huh.. true love as displayed in movies is impossible i agree but love is something humans can and do achieve.. perhaps when you have a kid you will find out what i mean

nice to wake up new years day without a hangover knowing half the world has one eh? :D

not me :( heh

i dont really celebrate new years either.. but its a good excuse to get hammered and forget a few hours of your life.. it is the biggest party on earth :D

thats not a bad idea :) more people should take that approach

you did more than i did.. i skippped on reflecting and just went to bed.. on the couch! haha