God says "I will"

United States
June 14, 2009 10:13pm CST
Traveling home from school on Friday, my youngest daughter and I watched the sky as it grew darker and darker and then it began to take on a greenish hue. Less than five miles from home, the bottom exploded out of the clouds and we were engulfed in torrential rain. From that moment, a trip that normally took me five minutes, took more than fifteen as I fought heavy winds that threatened to blow my truck off the highway and rain that was falling so hard you couldn’t see more than a foot in front of the vehicle. Headlights came on, windshield wipers were on high and by the time I finally reached my driveway, I was so tense that my neck, shoulders and head hurt to move them. Then it hit me: the umbrellas were in the house. Lauren reached into the back seat and found two jackets and we stuck as much into our purses as we could and decided to leave the rest in the truck until later. We counted to three and yelled “Go” like two little kids. As the first wave of rain hit us, we started laughing and took off, trying to run through the downpour. The water was running down the sidewalk so quickly that it was acting as a suction to the bottom of our shoes; I took a step and my foot came completely out of my sandal. I yelled at Lauren to wait but she was busy trying to pick up her own shoe from the water that was at least 7 inches deep. We came around the back of the house to come upstairs and a huge bolt of lightning came slashing across the sky above the lake followed by a deafening clap of thunder. The wind was whipping the lake into a frenzy. Then I heard the sound that nearly broke my heart. Our neighbors dog was on the back porch and scared to death. I flew up the stairs to grab my key to his house and met Mike at the front door, on his way out to get Bandit out of the weather. His owner, stuck at work, had called when the unexpected storm had blown in. Two hours later it was all over and the was once again peeking through the clouds, though the electricity was still off. I leaned against the door leading to my balcony and looked out over the water. The lake was calm with the tree limbs, no longer bent in the wind, reflecting off the small ripples in the water. A wet nose on my ankle drew my attention from the view…to Bandit. He was now warm, dry and the fear was gone. He dropped his ball at my feet, ready to play. A sure sign that the fear was no longer there. He felt safe. And so it is with us and our Father. How I wish I could be more like Bandit. Ready to drop my guard and trust that no matter what comes my way, I’m going to be taken care of! I’m very good at laying down my fears at the foot of the cross. I’m just not good at leaving them there. But God’s word is very clear. Isaiah 43:2 says : When you pass through the waters, I will be with you, and through the rivers, they will not overwhelm you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned or scorched, nor will the flame kindle upon you. He doesn’t say he might be there, or if He feels like it he’ll protect us. He says “I WILL” . What a promise and one that I need to strive to remember….and not worry so much about what’s hidden within the winds and waves of the next storm.
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@caver1 (1762)
• United States
15 Jun 09
I watched this same storm from my seventh floor hospital room. Quite a display! Glad I didn't have to get out in it. With my illness, I feel I am passing thru the waters, but I am trusting in His promise to be with me thru it.
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• United States
16 Jun 09
Which hospital are you in? They had to put my dad in the VA in Little Rock today. He went in for a doctor's appointment to have a routine exam and they didn't like his blood pressure, so they ran an EKG and found that one of the chambers in his heart wasn't pumping right.
• United States
18 Jun 09
Wow! Please send me an e-mail next time you're in Little Rock. I'd love to have lunch if we can arrange it. It would be amazing to finally meet you after all the shared discussions!
@caver1 (1762)
• United States
16 Jun 09
I was in St. Vincents. Came home yesterday. Sorry your dad's in the hospital, hope he is better soon.
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• Philippines
21 Jul 09
I admire your faith in the Lord. You am not that young anymore. but back in my younger days i used to pray and pray and go to church every sunday. but unfortunately, something happened to me slowly that i didn't realize, i wasn't active in the church anymore, nor active in praying. i used to be good at that trusting the lord. but now a days, my faith is shaken very much often..
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• United States
5 Aug 09
We all have times that our faith waivers! I had such a time not so long ago. My life felt like it was falling apart and I just had to really step back and examine my own heart and life to see that God never ran out on me, rather it was the other way around.
@kalav56 (11464)
• India
15 Jun 09
Your concluding lines were wonderful.If only all of us have such implicit faith it would definitely give us great peace.Let us all strive for it together.
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• United States
16 Jun 09
Oh I could certainly use someone to help me gain this peace. I so desparately want to be completely dependent on God, but the human nature in me will not allow me to do this to the extent taht I need to. I would certainly appreciate your prayers that God would give me the wisdom to remember that God will always take care of me.
@AmbiePam (120738)
• United States
15 Jun 09
If only we could keep those kind of verses as a mantra in our heads. The one verse that pops into my head all the time is "What time I am afraid I will trust in Thee..." And it seems there are so many situations and chances to be afraid. Not just of the things that hide in the dark, but the things we see clearly in the light of day. So much is going on, and not all of it in my own life. I have to learn to give control of my worry for my parents over to the Lord as well. My dad always likes to say that in God's hands, we are as safe in our own bed as we would be in the streets of Iraq.
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• United States
7 Jul 09
Did you know that the bible uses the phrase "Do not fear" 62 times? I have always thought that was an interesting bit of trivia. And it is usually followed with the words "I am with you" or "I will walk beside you" or "The Lord your God protects his own"