Love Eyes

You see? He is still with you as are all those wonderful pets you've nurtured and loved over the years @DianneN Spirits stick around those they love until they decide to join the corporal world again.

Thanks so much for saying that. Hubs told me the same thing. I do feel it and love it when I dream of him or think I've seen his spirit out of the corner of my eye.

@rebelann

Thanks and wow! That's a long time. I do miss all my other pets, too. They are like family.

@DianneN I can see that it's been tough for you Dianne. You will always hold him near and dear to your heart. It is nice that he is buried in your backyard where you can visit him daily. Hang in there.

@moffittjc Thanks. All I wanted to do when we were in Florida was to visit him here. I find great comfort in it.

I'm so glad you got to know him through myLot, Jeff. Thanks so much. This has really been beyond tough for me.

@DianneN It took me a solid year to quit looking for Samyot. He laid on me at night. I could barely stand going to bed sometimes. Both Samyot and Godiva lie behind my house in the Bast grove.

@sallypup I understand. I'm still waiting for time to pass. I still expect to find him here and there in the house. I sit on our chaise every night where he let out his last breath. I witnessed it with the vet and held his paw. My hubs and son ran out of the room.

Thanks, Lenore. After I posted this, I had to run outside to visit him and his sister again. My heart is so heavy.

You are the second person who said he looks angry. He only got angry when he saw feral cats. It's been very difficult for me since we lost him. I mourn his lose more deeply than my husband and son, although they miss him, too. Thank you!

@birjudanak The next photo I took right after was of him with his eyes closed. He tried to give me love eyes, but fell asleep to blot out his pain. I hopped back and forth from my computer every 10 minutes to kiss him and pet him from his head right down his back. He loved that. He stayed in that spot for days unless he needed to use his kitty box. I even let him eat there. I brought him upstairs every night to sleep at the foot of my side of the bed - his favorite, bathed him with a warm, wet, paper towel since he couldn't bathe himself anymore, and covered him with a warm blanket. He slept like that all night. Well it's over now, and I know he's not suffering anymore.

@DianneN What i am saying is at look angry but you know it very well because you are near to him may be her eyes look like it but from inside he want to come in your arm or want to tell something. Sometimes pets are become family members and attachment also like that can't be forget.

It's so true. I can't believe he is gone and am stilling nursing a huge hole in my heart.

@DianneN i still miss so many of the pets that lived with me over the years.

@DocAndersen Empty hearts.

@DianneN Yes they are a part of our family

Thanks so much and tears for your chihuahua. Pets are so hard to lose.

He wasn't angry at all unless he saw a cat outside. I had to run outside to visit them again after I posted this.

No more pain. I tell that to him and Kuma every single day. It's what keeps me going.

@DianneN He and Kuma are somewhere playing like young kittens again.

Yes, he was and I'm glad you got to meet him.

@ShifaLk No, because we can't take the heartbreak anymore.

@DianneN oh yes. True! :) Did you get a new cat yet?

I have many more where these came from. Thanks! I should have him pop up here every now and then before they disappear into the cloud.

@CarolDM

@DianneN They are still there in the cloud, I have many. Thousands actually! Thanks you for sharing him with us.

Thanks for remembering. Such a shock to us all.

That was so beautifully stated, Maya. You are absolutely correct. He's not suffering any more and is with all of our other pets in heaven now.

@DianneN Poor Doodles, he had a happy life, he surely had a lot of love.

@LadyDuck You know he did. Thanks. I was very down yesterday, but feel much better today.

Thanks, Anna. I'm so happy you knew him.

@DianneN Have a good evening.How is hubby doing there.

@amadeo You, too. He's okay. His gait is off from that surgery, but it doesn't stop him from anything. Thanks for asking.

You're right! Let's enjoy every day we can and safely! Thanks, Fredo.

@DianneN Yes it is both of those. I fully fell over Bambi a couple of times. She was short but very stocky and muscular. It was like hitting a brick wall with my lower leg. At just the right angle I was down and she would be kissing me while smiling. She had a pits smile on her if you have ever seen those. I know that kitty cat cross very well. A couple of the kittens are practicing it now.

@wolfgirl569 At least you are young enough not to get killed by a kitty now. It's more dangerous for the elderly to have them.

Thanks. Funny you mentioned that about Bambi. Every time I walk close to Doodles’ spot to weed or brush off his stone, I almost lose my balance, too. It’s like all the times he’d cut across my path when we were walking together. Not for Kuma. She always ran away from me. Very eerie and wonderful at the same time.

Thanks. I miss him so much.

@Deepizzaguy Thanks. It's awful to lose our pets. They bring us such joy.

@DianneN I know you feel since I do miss my deceased dogs as well.

Thanks, Hanni. I know you understand. It was worse when we were in Florida and couldn't have that comfort of visiting him and his sister. I had a bad day yesterday, but am feeling better today. I just wish I could have had him longer.

@Hannihar And I know how you feel. Yes, when they slow blink it is like they are saying I love you! I used to do it back and forth with my kitties until they got fed up and left. lol So glad you and Sophie slow blink, too.

@DianneN She just looks at me when I do it to her.

Thank you. He was in so much pain then. I loved him so much.

@nawala123 I understand. I'm still gloomy. As a matter of fact, I'm going outside to visit him and his sister right now. That brings me such comfort.

@DianneN we were so gloomy when we lost our cat