I Can See the Tears

@Shavkat (122188)
Philippines
January 14, 2022 1:48am CST
Today is the day that my mom was buried. I had seen the tears flowing on the cheeks of my mom's friends, relatives, and her children. I am not exempted from this. After more than 2 years, we were able to see the resting place of my old man and now, they are together with my lovely mama. I must admit that I am still shedding tears at random. May they guide us and be our angels while being here on Earth.
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@DaddyEvil (68452)
• United States
14 Jan
I understand how you feel, Shavkat.
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
14 Jan
My heart broke into a million pieces and was still in a state of emptiness from within.
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@DaddyEvil (68452)
• United States
14 Jan
@Shavkat I understand. I felt the same way when my mom passed away.
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
14 Jan
@DaddyEvil My siblings and I are like orphans now.
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@arunima25 (68886)
• Bangalore, India
14 Jan
They are united there and guiding you from that beautiful place.
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@arunima25 (68886)
• Bangalore, India
14 Jan
@Shavkat My heartfelt condolences. Has your father passed away recently? I hope it's not the ruthless virus
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
17 Jan
@arunima25 I hope no one will die because of the Covid-19. We cannot see them because they will be cremated.
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• United States
14 Jan
My sincere condolences. I'm sure it's been a difficult time for your family. I hope comfort finds you.
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
14 Jan
I am closer to my mom and it will be a big adjustment not seeing her every day.
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• United States
14 Jan
@Shavkat I can imagine. It's been ten years since I lost my mom and I can't bear to delete her phone number from my phone. It's a small comfort I keep.
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
14 Jan
@Vikingswest1 I am feeling lost for not talking to her every day. She is my mother and best friend.
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@wolfgirl569 (49072)
• Marion, Ohio
14 Jan
So sorry
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
15 Jan
I will be fine soon.
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@saytama (479)
• Chisinau, Moldova
14 Jan
My condolences
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
14 Jan
Thank you for your concern.
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@allknowing (103016)
• India
15 Jan
I have read your posts about you and your mother' s togetherness. RIP
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
15 Jan
We tend to be in tandem with many things when she is still alive.
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@allknowing (103016)
• India
16 Jan
@Shavkat You will need time to get used to her not being there for you Rufo
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
17 Jan
@allknowing I agree. Thank you.
@JudyEv (264084)
• Rockingham, Australia
15 Jan
I guess the only positive thing is that they are now together and you got to see where your father is buried. My condolences once again.
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
15 Jan
I do not want to sound morbid, but I feel glad that she did not suffer when the time came.
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@JudyEv (264084)
• Rockingham, Australia
15 Jan
@Shavkat I don't think that is morbid at all. It's awful seeing people suffer, sometimes for years.
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
17 Jan
@JudyEv You said it right. When my mom was still alive, she wanted to die without suffering.
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@Lucky15 (37438)
• Philippines
14 Jan
sorry to hear about your loss
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
15 Jan
I knew the fact that we are all going into this situation in the future. It is easy to say than done when it comes to moving on. My siblings, their families, and I need time to grieve.
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@Lucky15 (37438)
• Philippines
15 Jan
@Shavkat take your time, don't rush, there's no timelime
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
17 Jan
@Lucky15 I will, thank you
@CarolDM (168666)
• Nashville, Tennessee
14 Jan
May she rest in peace. Thoughts are with you and your family.
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
15 Jan
Thank you for your thoughts.
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@CarolDM (168666)
• Nashville, Tennessee
15 Jan
@rebelann (94213)
• El Paso, Texas
14 Jan
So sorry about your loss.
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
15 Jan
In the meantime, I am trying to be stronger than my other siblings. I do not want to show my weakness with this matter to them.
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@rebelann (94213)
• El Paso, Texas
15 Jan
It isn't weakness, it's sorrow and that's totally different.
@Jenaisle (5306)
• Philippines
15 Jan
May she rest in peace,
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
15 Jan
I am sure she is. Thank you.
@soymex (962)
• Bucharest, Romania
14 Jan
As a mother, there is nothing in the world and nothing can replace it! God bless her soul!
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@Shavkat (122188)
• Philippines
15 Jan
That is the reason why I am still whining about this matter. You have a point and were able to understand where it is coming from.
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@RasmaSandra (50684)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
15 Jan
They are certainly together and will be shining their love down on you all, It is a hard thing my parents are together forever in one resting place in Latvia but I know they are up above and their souls are free and they are watching over me/ Many blessings to you and your family,
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• United States
14 Jan
I can feel your heartbreak I hope as the days go by you can find comfort in good memories
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@rsa101 (32818)
• Philippines
21 Jan
I am sure that they will be your guiding light here. I am sure it may take some time to recover from all of this sadness but I am sure that time will heal the pain. You just need to be patient and continue to strive to be a better person always.