I had thought that I´d eat it tomorrow.

@marguicha (230350)
Chile
May 10, 2023 10:15pm CST
I have some leftover food all the time. Today was no exception and I had some salad and some pasta left. After I finished my chocolate, I thought that I could finish the chocolate (there was some left. But I finally decided that I wanted pasta and pasta it was. Delicious! So after all I won´t have too much to eat tomorrow. And after lunch, Dixie will come to take me to her house. But they don´t eat a big dinner. I will stay overnight tomorrow there and will tell them about the fire and about my children´s reaction. Tania is talking to me again but about other subjects. Claudia, on the other hand, does not want to talk to me at all. Tomorrow everything will be difficult. Maybe that´s why I´m so hungry. It might be that I´m anxious. I think that I´ll go again to the kitchen and heat the rest of the chocolate. Do you ahve such problems? I think that for me it is the first time and I don´t know what to do.
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@AmbiePam (120871)
• United States
11 May 23
I hate having anxiety as well.
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@Deepizzaguy (122195)
• Lake Charles, Louisiana
11 May 23
Same with me.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
I have sound reasons to have anxiety now
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@LadyDuck (502573)
• Italy
11 May 23
What is causing you such anxiety Marga? I hope everything is well.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
Claudia will not talk to me since I did not accept to go to a senior house. I did say it in harsh words but I was shocked.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
@LadyDuck And as I have my temper, I said then what I thought of it all. Still they were then pushing me into accepting it. They did not ask me. Now I´m more relaxed but I am certian that that is unacceptable.
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@LadyDuck (502573)
• Italy
11 May 23
@marguicha - I understand very well that you were shocked, this is not a proposal I would accept.
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@DaddyEvil (174528)
• United States
11 May 23
I hope that everything works out for you. I'm often anxious about things and do eat as a type of coping mechanism...
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
I´m glad that I don´t have weight problems. I´m eating all sorts of things I should not eat.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
@DaddyEvil I put on around 20 pounds in a month when I stopped smoking. I lost that last year, when I had that virus. But besides that I have around the same weight I had when I was in my twenties.
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@DaddyEvil (174528)
• United States
11 May 23
@marguicha I'm glad you don't, too. I am too heavy but am slowly losing it.
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@rakski (156506)
• Philippines
11 May 23
I hope you can relax more.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
I hope so.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
14 May 23
@rakski Fine. But I did not go to Dixie´s as Humberto is ill.
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@rakski (156506)
• Philippines
14 May 23
@marguicha how are you today?
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@JudyEv (382240)
• Rockingham, Australia
11 May 23
I'm sorry this issue hasn't resolved itself yet. Hopefully time will soften the anger and hurt for all of you.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
I won´t beg her.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
14 May 23
@JudyEv I´ll wait for it to go away
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@JudyEv (382240)
• Rockingham, Australia
12 May 23
@marguicha Fair enough. You really have nothing to apologize for.
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@MarieCoyle (59250)
11 May 23
Stress and worry can affect us in so many ways. I am glad Tania is talking to you...Claudia will come around. Sometimes these things happen and it's really hard on the parent. I hope tomorrow you will enjoy your time at Dixie's. Eat your chocolate, it's good for the spirits!!
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
@MarieCoyle Thank you.
@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
I´ll try ro get over it.
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@MarieCoyle (59250)
11 May 23
@marguicha Life gives us some hard kicks that we don't understand. I'm so sorry.
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@Jenaisle (16568)
• Philippines
11 May 23
I do have such problems. So, I try my best to relax by sitting in a quiet corner and then performing breathing exercises. I breathe in deeply through my nose, hold my breath for 6 seconds, and then breathed out forcibly through my mouth. I do this until I feel my nerves calming down. I always work out successfully. I hope you get to spend your time tomorrow with a happy and less anxious heart. Good luck.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
I´m sure that my friends will help me.
@RebeccasFarm (91297)
• United States
11 May 23
I live day to day and never know what problems will arise Marguicha. but chocolate is not one of them.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
14 May 23
I also live day to day.
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• United States
14 May 23
@marlina (154103)
• Canada
11 May 23
Anxiety sure makes me want to eat.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
I´ll go now and heat my chocolate.
@wolfgirl569 (135819)
• Marion, Ohio
11 May 23
You have had a rough few weeks. Being with Dixie will help
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
I´m sure they will help.
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@LindaOHio (222534)
• United States
11 May 23
My father disowned me when I was 21 for moving out of the house. I think you might know this. I never saw any of my side of the family since then. I hope Claudia starts talking to you soon.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
I hope so. But I won´t push it. I know I´m right.
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@LindaOHio (222534)
• United States
11 May 23
@marguicha Yes you are right.
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@Laurakemunto (13787)
• Kenya
11 May 23
Currently am having anxiety issues and it's so boring. I can't eat well all the time am hungry with zero appetite.
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@marguicha (230350)
• Chile
11 May 23
That is working the other way around.