17 Days

I wish you didn’t have to feel the grief. Or the other fur babies.

I so sorry for the sorrow. The auctions should be starting up again soon and then you will have them to think about.

It's cold here right now because we have a cold wind that cut right through me when I stepped out to check the mail. The temp is supposed to reach 60F but it's not that warm yet. We're only at 41F at 11 am. We have heavy cloud cover but it isn't supposed to rain until tomorrow and through the weekend. We bought enough clover seeds to seed our yard and Pretty says she'll go out this afternoon and broadcast the seeds... They're supposed to take over the yard and kill out the grass although that can take a full season to happen. We shall see. I'm chilly even under a blanket today. Pretty says my system is "normal" now that I'm taking thyroid meds. I'm just glad I don't start sweating at 70F while I'm sitting still or standing still anymore. I ate breakfast and took my morning meds at 4 am so I'm getting hungry early today but don't know what I want to eat. I didn't set any meat out to thaw this morning while I was bumbling around in the kitchen. I'll have to go look see what I can microwave and eat. Pretty will have to make her own lunch today.

The darling is with you in spirit, and most likely the others feel the presence all around. I hope yo have a great auction day,

I feel so awful for you and your other pets who miss her.

I too feel March is closer although we are just on 12th. I feel sorry to see that house feels so silent – that kind of silence is tough. I can understand that silence as well as I have experienced it. In a way it is quite strange how we miss things, even if little that we are tried to quiet own. Animal do feel the loss in their own ways, some of them soul tearing ones. And you mentioned is very true- no parent should ever have to outlive their child. It is soul cutting pain and feeling. Nice to see you are having auction tomorrow. There is something to look forward to and enjoyable as well. Wishing you a great day ahead!

Yes, I know you can't wait until the auctions start back up. He probably feels confused and depressed. One of the saddest things I ever saw online was an elephant who had a stillborn baby and was carrying the baby all around everywhere with her and wailing. It broke my heart,I hope she was eventually able to bury it and let it go.

I am sorry for your loss and what you are going through. She will always be with you no matter what.

I'm sure the house does seem different without Jill doberman in it.

Yay for us It fills us with cheer The month of March Will soon be here. It can't come quickly enough Eva. Hope Duke doesn't grieve too badly.. Hope you don't either, but if you are like me you will.