Confession Time

Hummingbirds at the feeder on my uncle’s porch.  Photo taken by and the property of FourWalls.
@FourWalls (89591)
United States
August 10, 2026 10:25pm CST
To tell you the truth, I’m still not feeling all that well. I have times when I really feel sick, and other times when I feel fine. I’m trying to experiment, seeing if it’s maybe a medication I’m taking. If I don’t take it today and feel better tomorrow, I have a suspicion. I’m not going to let this go much longer. If I’m still queasy after I take my “new” GERD medication tomorrow (a proton pump inhibitor), I’m going to call the GI clinic at the hospital. If I can’t get through to my doctor, I’ll call the urgent care clinic. If I can’t get through to them, then it’ll probably be back to the ER. I’m writing this not so much as to solicit prayers (although they are certainly welcomed and appreciated!) or sympathy, but as sort of an “online diary.” That way, if I start feeling bad again this time next year I have a record of it. This has been a pretty bad time of year for me, with the heat and the colonoscopy. But not all is terrible. Yesterday I went to my uncle’s house down in “the country” as we used to call it (near Elizabethtown, Kentucky, which is near Fort Knox). We had a great time visiting. My cousin had a big meal spread out, but all I ate was watermelon. The most fun I had was watching the hummingbirds. My uncle explained that the ones at the feeders were the migratory birds, and he knew that because they were skittish. The “regular” hummingbirds aren’t so scared when someone is standing near the feeder, taking their picture (like, oh, me… ). The photo is one of many I took while enjoying the pleasant peacefulness. I hope to be better soon! PHOTO: Hummingbirds at the feeder.
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@MarieCoyle (64403)
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11 Aug
That certainly does sound concerning, and I am glad you have a plan if you need it tomorrow. Please be good to yourself...rest, a LOT. My Lantanas are in full bloom and the hummingbirds dive-bomb them constantly. They love Lantanas, and so do I. I am surprised they are blooming so well in this heat but they are.
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
11 Aug
Definitely not the weather to be outside running a marathon. I’m feeling better, thank God. You be careful with this severe weather.
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
12 Aug
@MarieCoyle — me too, believe me I’m glad to be feeling better!
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@MarieCoyle (64403)
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12 Aug
@FourWalls The last few days the humidity has been beyond terrible. Air is like soup, it's just yukky out there. We may have a storm kick up in the night but tomorrow definitely looks like the weather could get crazy again. I am so glad to hear you are feeling better.
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@Wrexxo (10146)
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11 Aug
We all have good days and bad days. I don't think it has to do with medication. Hope you feel better soon
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
11 Aug
When they change the generic manufacturer the inactive ingredients can change, and they can cause some problems. It’s probably nerves…I’ve had a “nervous stomach” since I was 13.
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
11 Aug
@Wrexxo — thankfully it’s NOT a daily occurrence. I have flare-ups. This is one of those times.
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@Wrexxo (10146)
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11 Aug
@FourWalls that's a long time to deal with something like that
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@GardenGerty (170828)
• United States
11 Aug
Love to see crowds of hummers. Bob's cousin in Michigan lives on a lake. He has three feeders on the deck and those stinkers will buzz bomb you to get to the food.
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
12 Aug
My uncle said the “regulars” don’t pay any attention to him. He stands between the feeders and watches them.
@kareng (83532)
• United States
11 Aug
It sounds like you had a nice little trip and visit!! And love the photo! About two weeks ago, watermelon was the only thing I wanted to eat! I couldn't stand the thought of any other food. Perhaps the hot weather has something to do with it? I hope you can figure it out and feel better soon!!!
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
12 Aug
The protein pump inhibitor takes a few days to work, but work it does! I’ve almost felt “regular” (“normal” is a dirty word for me ) today!
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@kareng (83532)
• United States
12 Aug
@FourWalls That is good news, indeed! Hope you will be back in the swing of things tomorrow!
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@DaddyEvil (179042)
• United States
11 Aug
I understand. I've been using myLot the same way, to keep track of falls and damage I've done to myself. That's not a bad thing, at all. I hope you feel better soon.
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
11 Aug
Not only do you have a medical diary of sorts, you get a lot of people praying for you! You feel better, too.
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@DaddyEvil (179042)
• United States
11 Aug
@FourWalls Thank you.
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@wolfgirl569 (141797)
• Marion, Ohio
11 Aug
That is a great picture. Hope you start feeling better
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
11 Aug
The PPI is starting to take effect. Felt better this morning. Thank you.
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@wolfgirl569 (141797)
• Marion, Ohio
11 Aug
@FourWalls Very glad to hear that
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@AmbiePam (131769)
• United States
11 Aug
That sounds like such a good time., I’m so glad you got to spend some time there. You know I’ll be praying for you. We love you!
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
11 Aug
Thanks. Feeling better today, so the meds are starting to work. Greatly appreciate the prayers!!
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@RasmaSandra (101760)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
11 Aug
Sending virtual hugs, many blessings, and will put you in my prayers, My thoughts with you
https://giassoc.org/colonoscopy-recovery-tips-feel-better-faster/
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
12 Aug
Thank you so much! The medicine is working now. I might have to take it more often.
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@JudyEv (390263)
• Rockingham, Australia
11 Aug
I'm sorry you'rre not feeling the best. I hope you'll get some answers in time. Those hummingbirds must be fascinating to watch. We don't have them here.
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
11 Aug
They’re amazing creatures. They’ll fly across the Gulf of Mexico without a break! And they’re about the size of a dragonfly. I’m feeling better now that the meds have kicked it (it usually takes them three days to start being effective, although they can take a week ). Thank you.
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@teamfreak16 (48531)
• Denver, Colorado
11 Aug
Geez, I hope you get better.
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@FourWalls (89591)
• United States
11 Aug
I’m giving the PPI another day to start working, or I’m going to start prodding my doctors to check to make “absolutely sure” that the colonoscopy didn’t accidentally perforate something.
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