i just wanna kill myself today:(  |
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 i think i'm most unlucky human in the world because of what happened today. i feel so depressed, upset and humiliated. there's nothing i can do right now, aside from talking to my bf, i'm just crying while i'm typing this. i feel like i've been treated like an animal the way my eldest brother and my mother treated me today. don't ask me to tell you the story it was a very long story for me to tell you.
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1.  smartinah (777) | 2 years ago |  Bad to hear that, for any reason what will happen to you today don't get upset just always think that you can live with out them,keep on going!
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | thanks for the concern and encouragement | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this site if you have time
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2.  teison2 (4765) | 2 years ago |  If you are this depressed I urge you to seek help. I do not know where you live or what help offers are available there. Can you call a hotline? Or go see the emergency room. Get help.
I wish you the best and hope you find help
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | thanks for the concern. if you've just lived here in our country i could've come in your house right now. thanks for those suggestions i really appreciated it | |
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| teison2 (4765) | 2 years ago | I wish I did. Hope there is someone that you can talk to now.
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | thanks for making me feel better | |
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| teison2 (4765) | 2 years ago | Hope you are feeling even better today | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this site if you have time
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this link if you have time
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| 3. yogeshdhusa (1257) | 2 years ago |  hey dear, Stop crying and call your bf, you will fell better and dont think of doing any thing wrong, sucide is not the solution for any thing in this world. be brave and face the situation. If you are not able to talk to any one, should i call you? Or go and talk to your BF NOW..!!
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | thanks i already talked to my bf. right now, i'm kinda having some mixed emotions - laughing while crying. laughing because he doesn't wanna hear or see me cry and crying because i can still feel the pain that has have been happened | |
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| yogeshdhusa (1257) | 2 years ago | That good other wise i was on mylot FAQ( how to find phone number of mylotters?) I was going to call you..
I have been in this situation, now if you still feel that your heart is heavy/ feel the pain and want to share, we all are here to support you any time - 24/7.
If you want to cry - cry but dont keep any thing in your heart(any pain)and if you dont cry or share - it will be buried deep in your heart and someday it will explode. So Share with us or with your BF.
LIFE IS TOO SHORT, SO LIVE AND ENJOY every MOMENT OF IT.:) | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this link if you have time
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| 4. ayumitakashi (2228) | 2 years ago |  Well since your not going to tell us all I am going to tell you is that you shouldn't kill yourself because then we'll miss you.:( Talk to your bf and don't worry about anything. We all have those days when people just talk down to us and bring us down. Don't let it get to you and go take a rest and then treat yourself to something. I wish you all the best and let us know how your doing later on.
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | thanks for the concern. i'll update you guys as soon as i feel okay. well i'm gonna give you a little summary of what they did to me. after arguing with my brother, he shouted me at my ear telling me that i'm a son of a b!tch and after we argue for how many minutes, my mother came into the scene then we argue also then she kicked me on my knees for how many times, pulled my hair for many times, bang my head in the near table on where was computer was (i know she has done it unintentional), and if she bangs it real hard, i'm sure that i lost my left eye right now and i ask if her if she wanted me to become blind then she told me that she didn't it. | |
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| ayumitakashi (2228) | 2 years ago | Wow. Well i think that you need to go to your bf. Chill down and see what happens. Stay as far away from them as possible. Good luck with this hun. | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | thanks for making me feel better dear. i'm happy that there are so many nice people here in mylot | |
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| ayumitakashi (2228) | 2 years ago | Well your welcome and just hang in there and everything will be okay. | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this link if you have time
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| 5. Mechanicone (559) | 2 years ago |  Don't be so down on yourself, whatever did happen, try to get past it and move on. If you let other people determine how you feel you will never be free.
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | thanks for some words of encouragement dear | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this link if you have time
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| 6. teka44 (2509) | 2 years ago |  Hi rhane. Sorry to know that. I know you have big problems with they, but think this way: one day you can go out your house and have your own home and don't need to see their faces anymore. You are bigger than all this things they do with you. You will be happy and they not because they are stingy persons.
Keep cool
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | thanks for keeping my spirit up my friend. i do wish and hope that i could finish my studies ASAP so that i can find a place of my own and live my own life to the fullest | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this link if you have time
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7.  sparkofinsanity (3485) | 2 years ago |  Wrap your arms around yourself rhane, here we go.........(((((((((((((((((RHANE)))))))))))))))))) big hugs for you.
I felt horrible when I got up this morning. Verging on tears just thinking about what the soon to be ex was going to say when I told him some news I had from his bank. But then I came to mylot, posted a couple of silly discussions, and now I'm smiling. Your friends are here for you, offering you support and hugs. Spend some time here and I do so hope you feel better soon. Family just sucks sometimes, don't it?
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | yeah i agree and they always sucks for me, especially those 2 persons that i mentioned. i don't have any problems with our family aside from those 2. thanks for the big hug and for making me smile:) i do appreciate it | |
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| sparkofinsanity (3485) | 2 years ago | You're welcome sweets. Now go find some of my other silly discussions I've posted and you'll be laughing before you know it and feeling even better! I'm really funny you know - in fact they say I'm certifiable! LOL | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this link if you have time
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| 8. mikeysmom (1955) | 2 years ago | first of all a big hug to you. family can hurt us so badly sometimes and it really hurts but please do not say you wanna kill yourself. your life is worth so much more than what other people do to you or how they make you feel. without knowing the details i cannot help much but i hope you will be ok and i hope you will find someone to talk to about this so you can find a way to deal with it for the best outcome for YOU. you are what is important. remember that and do not let anyone ever make you feel like less than that. another big hug before i go. hang in there!!!! | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this link if you have time
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| 9. carolluvyou (335) | 2 years ago | sorry to hear that your brother and mother had treated you bad today for whatever it may have been | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this link if you have time
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| 10. chelle39574 (196) | 2 years ago | i am sorry to hear that you are this upset i have suffered from depression and have attempted suicide i have gotten treatment for the depression and like your self my family have a lot to do with my depression and one thing that was told to me by several people involved with my treatment was to write a letter to the person or people that you feel have mistreated you and tell them how you feel... you dont actually have to give them the letter but it lets you get your feelings out and if you choose to give them the letter which i did it gives them the chance to see how you feel about what they did i hope this helps | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | thanks. this would be very useful for me | |
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| rhane7315 (4083) | 2 years ago | please visit this link if you have time
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