Always Searching For His Laughter

Juliaacv

@Juliaacv (56282)

• Canada

10 Dec 22

@CarolDM Yes, I remember that your day of memories is just the day before mine is. My hubby always tells me that when we pass we won't have to wait in line, as we have had our hell here living days and years and decades without our child.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

Thanks, this was a very special time when my brother taught Dustin to fish. They were very close. Dustin really liked me laughing. And he had a dry sense of humor. So funny. Today has been one of those days for sure. December is not on my calendar any more. I told my friend that yesterday. I had to explain all of the losses. She had forgotten so many passed this month. Life is something else for sure.

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Trebor Ika

@Treborika (18194)

• Mombasa, Kenya

10 Dec 22

It is so hurting sometimes to remember the best memories with our loved ones who passed away and Can't find them anymore. So sorry for the loss of loved son.

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rebelann1949

@rebelann (117240)

• El Paso, Texas

10 Dec 22

That's the worst thing any parent could ever experience

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rebelann1949

@rebelann (117240)

• El Paso, Texas

10 Dec 22

You're ever so welcome.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

Thank you so much for the hugs. Much needed. Life can be so unfair.

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OceanTiara

@RebeccasFarm (91297)

• United States

10 Dec 22

What a cutie he was in that photo with your brother Carol

He looks so excited! We never want to forget any of our loved ones RIP all. The flashbacks for you must be so intense to say the very least. So sorry Carol.

You lost your only child in the worst possible way.

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OceanTiara

@RebeccasFarm (91297)

• United States

10 Dec 22

@CarolDM You know I am in awe of your daily strength no need for thanks, thank you first RIP beloved sweet boy Dustin.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

A favorite photo memory indeed. Thank you. He loved fishing. Yes my PTSD gets pretty bad at times. I learn how to deal the best I can. Thanks for always being so kind.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

11 Dec 22

@RebeccasFarm

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Marie

@Tampa_girl7 (54715)

• United States

10 Dec 22

What a precious photo and precious memories. I wish you peace and comfort Carol. It’s wonderful that you can hear his laughter.

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Marie

@Tampa_girl7 (54715)

• United States

11 Dec 22

@CarolDM

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

Thank you Marie.

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Judy Evans

@JudyEv (382147)

• Rockingham, Australia

10 Dec 22

I'm so so sorry. No wonder you don't 'do' Christmas like so many of us. What a sad post but what a lovely photo. Dustin looks like he is having so much fun there.

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Judy Evans

@JudyEv (382147)

• Rockingham, Australia

11 Dec 22

@CarolDM Sending lots of hugs and kind thoughts.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

Thank you Judy. I try not to bring this up too often. I know others are being happy about Christmas. But I still want to keep his memories alive by sharing. It is the most difficult time of the year. Also lost my sister on Christmas Day. As if the other was not enough. Yes, Dustin loved fishing.

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Ruby Hawk

@RubyHawk (99367)

• Atlanta, Georgia

10 Dec 22

Losing a child is the most painful hurt in the world. But as I say about my son , Dustin will always live in your heart. He will never be far away.

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Ruby Hawk

@RubyHawk (99367)

• Atlanta, Georgia

10 Dec 22

@CarolDM Absolutely not, it's the worst thing in the world.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

We should never outlive our children.

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Kayla Tsukino

@kaylachan (84815)

• Daytona Beach, Florida

9 Dec 22

*hugs* I am sorry for your loss. I understand this is a painful time for you. To have to witness that.... no one should have to. If you need to talk, ever, I'm willing to listen.

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Kayla Tsukino

@kaylachan (84815)

• Daytona Beach, Florida

10 Dec 22

@CarolDM You're welcome.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

Thank you Kayla. A parent's worst nightmare. You are appreciated.

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Bojel

@jobelbojel (36796)

• Philippines

10 Dec 22

You can always go back to this memory. I am sorry that Dustin was gone at a very young age.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

11 Dec 22

Thank you very much.

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Bojel

@jobelbojel (36796)

• Philippines

12 Dec 22

@CarolDM

you are welcome. There is always purpose for everything

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

12 Dec 22

@jobelbojel But no purpose or reason in losing my child. He was my world.

Anna

@LadyDuck (502491)

• Italy

10 Dec 22

Oh Carol, what a terrible day to remember, but your laughter and in your heart and will be forever with you.

What a beautiful picture, such a cute little man.

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Anna

@LadyDuck (502491)

• Italy

11 Dec 22

@CarolDM - December is full of bad memories also for me, not the best month of the year.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

I have removed December from my calendar. It is just too hard. I try not to talk about it often. Others are trying to enjoy their holidays. Thank you, he always got compliments about how handsome he was.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

11 Dec 22

@LadyDuck So sorry. Thoughts are with you.

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Eva James

@wolfgirl569 (135791)

• Marion, Ohio

10 Dec 22

So very sorry for you.

Hang onto the good things and try to forget the rest. I know its not easy at all.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

Thanks so much Eva. I am trying.

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RasmaSandra

@RasmaSandra (98033)

• Daytona Beach, Florida

10 Dec 22

Virtual hugs to you, I know very well how it all feels but you know he is with you and watching over you. Someday you will have the pleasure of hearing his laughter again. That is what I always try to do remember the good times even if I get misty-eyed,

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

Much appreciated. Your kindness is always there. I am sorry for you as well. We all need each other through these times.

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George B Vieto

@Deepizzaguy (122196)

• Lake Charles, Louisiana

9 Dec 22

It is always best to remember love how they lived and spread happiness during their time of life.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

9 Dec 22

I am working on it. Thanks for your kindness.

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George B Vieto

@Deepizzaguy (122196)

• Lake Charles, Louisiana

10 Dec 22

@CarolDM You are welcome. I can relate to losing a relative at a young age due to illness.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

@Deepizzaguy Sorry for your loss.

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LindaOH

@LindaOHio (222417)

• United States

10 Dec 22

What a wonderful photo. What can I say, Carol? I never had children; so I have no concept of how terrible this is for you. I can just imagine. I'm glad you can keep yourself busy and remember the good times. I'm sorry for the bad memories; and I wish I could take them all away for you.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

Not much anyone can say to be honest. I just try to share a bit of Dustin here and there. It sometimes helps. Thanks for being such a kind friend.

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Marie Coyle

@MarieCoyle (59239)

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10 Dec 22

It has to hurt you so, so much. I can't say anything to make it better for you, I surely do wish I could. I know you treasure your memories. They aren't as good as the real thing, but they do help somewhat.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

10 Dec 22

Beyond any pain I ever thought I could endure Marie. Memories are what keep me going as I always say.

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much2say

@much2say (57760)

• Los Angeles, California

11 Dec 22

Many hugs out your way on this day - and everyday. I truly understand about keeping busy. Little Dustin's fishing stance is so cute there, something mature about that too. Remember those smiles, laughs and good times

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

11 Dec 22

Thanks for your support. Much appreciated. I loved this moment in time. He was so close to my brother. And he caught lots of fish.

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much2say

@much2say (57760)

• Los Angeles, California

13 Dec 22

@CarolDM That age is so precious. Photos certainly take us back to these sweet moments. Dustin was surrounded by lots of love - and fish

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

13 Dec 22

@much2say Yes he was but apparently not enough. Thank you as always.

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Vicki, #1 Creek Girl

@1creekgirl (44560)

• United States

13 Dec 22

Oh, Carol, my heart breaks for you. I love the photo...I know he was the light of your life. I'm so glad you shared those memories with us.

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Vicki, #1 Creek Girl

@1creekgirl (44560)

• United States

14 Dec 22

@CarolDM You know you'll continue to be in my prayers.

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

14 Dec 22

@1creekgirl

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@CarolDM (203396)

• Nashville, Tennessee

13 Dec 22

Such a hard time no matter how long he has been gone. It never gets easier. I am distancing myself from others this time of year as I always do. Waiting on January to arrive. Your friendship means a lot. Appreciate your kindness, always. Again, thoughts are with you and your upcoming surgery.

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