Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
Hangzhou, China • Age 31
Joined myLot 9 years ago
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Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
24 Apr
From 2006 to 2024,i spent 18 years finally creating the "Disillusionism" and turn it into a book.A few days ago,i uploaded it on Zlibrary.
What's the Disillusionism?In a word,dark and tragedy is doomed since we were born,but...
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4 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
25 Mar
Every night,when i tried to be immersed in the work,the neighbours always would whisper loudly.
They're my aunt and uncle,the unlce is the elder brother of my dad.When i was born in this world,they've tried to throw me down on...
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6 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
22 Mar
Not to my surprise, my work shows no signs of being famous. Perhaps like Nietzsche, I am too far ahead of my time. Those words that can't be understood.
But I also don't dare to go to Amazon, YouTube and Twitter to promote my...
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5 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
1 Jan
It's the first day of 2024,i had a serious flu since 31st,Dec,in 2023
Today is 2nd,Jan,i still haven't cured.Back to last day,i kept blowing my nose and sleeping in the quilt.I wore the jacket,sweater to warm up the body.Laid...
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8 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
22 Nov
Last day,i went to the city to took some money from my insurance,it has 1300 dollars,it almost equals half AHI(Annual Household Income).I was very happy,so i went to KFC.
In my memory,i didn't go to KFC since...
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13 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
22 Nov
This year,i plan to write 100 Chinese short novels,then i'll stop writing anything.Because the Totalitarian Tyranny of China gets worse,if i keep chasing my dream,it maybe will put me to the death and involve my parents in the...
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7 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
11 Nov
These days i still couldn't walk out of the fogs,i am totally trapped in the dark woods but nowhere to run.
Now Hamas started the terrorist attack,but most of people think they're the Freedom Fighter.What they did to Jews is a...
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1 person
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
25 Oct
In Chinese food,spicy food is very popular.In Sichuan,Jiangxi and Guizhou Province,they're all fond of the spicy food.
There're many spicy seasonings,like Curry,Masala or Peppers etc.I love using the Curry to cook rice,or...
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7 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
25 Oct
In this month,i really feel exhausted.Communist party goes crazy again,they encourage people to prey and massacre those stray dogs,big dogs,old dogs.Any dogs that may threaten human being will be slaughtered.
They even give...
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2 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
9 Sep
Today i went to pluck the fruit,the hillside is sharp,i slid many times.My hands also were cut by the keen-edged grass.It's too painful,but i had to endure it and pluck the fruit on the trees.Then i carried 25 kilograms fruit back...
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6 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
6 Sep
Lingerin' at the maple forest,
stream bounces the madrigal.
Do you know how much i miss you?
finger upon the unsent letter.
What's your address now?
All the memories are at rest,
demon and angel,love is illegal.
Have you known...
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6 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
2 Jul
Last month,it kept raining,i thought this summer would be very cool.Oops,i guess i made a mistake.
This month,The weather is very hot,or i should call it torrid.I have no appetite to eat the rice and meat,i just want to drink...
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9 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
19 Jun
I come from an cursed family.My parents are two poor psychotic peasants.They even don't graduate from the Primary School.
My psychotic mom will put her ear against the wall in the night,because she's paranoid that thinking...
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5 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
1 Jun
Unwittingly,the June has come with the summer reverie.Weather gets hotter,night gets shorter.
June is a passionate month,it brings the beach,coconut trees and sea waves to our mind.Meanwhile,it also brings the heat,annoyance...
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8 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
20 May
God took you away from my arms,
gently i heard the sound of the windbells.
Among the cherry trees,fragrance it harms
everything i think of you.o,tell me it's not real.
Still i am the Emperor of China,collapsed dreams,
once we...
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6 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
4 May
Last day,i drank a new tea,then i felt dizzy and nervous.Much negative energy spewed out from my brain.I broke down as i thought of my hellish life.The Totalitarian communist country,the poor psychotic family,the unseen hope and...
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3 people
Shizuka
@choijungeun (2520)
• Hangzhou, China
24 Apr 23
These days,my depression gets more serious.I lost my mind,so i uploaded my old book which includes many of my dissidences to the Zlibrary.But accidently i exposed my pen name.
It scares me,because Communist getapo can find...
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5 people