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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 3 Feb

People always don't know the value of the freedom before they lost it.They thought it's natural right when human was born in this world,anyway,it will keep like the stars on sky. But the truth is cruel,freedom has to pay a...

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Shizuka Good Choice!

4 Feb

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Marie Coyle @MarieCoyle (55004) 3 Feb

For the few that have asked, I will update my post about my sweet old neighbor and his death. I wrote this original post last week. His daughter and granddaughters are cleaning out his home today. They had to wait until there...

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Shizuka @MarieCoyle Sorry. I just wanted to say that we should thank God for giving us such a colorful life. But I guess I said too much and got a little off topic. I'm glad you had a happy day.

3 Feb

Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 27 Jan

Who will care the pain of those sufferers?Surely not God.Like me,these days,in a hell,always be cursed. 25th Jan,my psycho parents threw the dishwashing towel into hot water pot,i had no choice but drank these dirty water....

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Shizuka @LadyDuck This morning I went to see the doctor and had a CT scan, which didn’t reveal any bone in my esophagus. The doctor explained that the esophagus was scratched by a bone, which caused inflammation. As a result, I was prescribed fever-reducing and...

28 Jan

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 27 Jan

Who will care the pain of those sufferers?Surely not God.Like me,these days,in a hell,always be cursed. 25th Jan,my psycho parents threw the dishwashing towel into hot water pot,i had no choice but drank these dirty water....

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Shizuka @LadyDuck Thank you very much.I found the bone get stuck in the middle of my windpipe,it's terrible.Hope all is just my overthinking.Anyway,tomorrow doctor will tell me what to do.

28 Jan

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 27 Jan

Who will care the pain of those sufferers?Surely not God.Like me,these days,in a hell,always be cursed. 25th Jan,my psycho parents threw the dishwashing towel into hot water pot,i had no choice but drank these dirty water....

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Shizuka I plan to go to see doctor tomorrow,it gets worse.Now i always feel pain even i don't eat anything.As for the bananas and bread,they're too expensive to me. Just now i ate the supper,it's the Egg fried Rice,unexpectedly i tasted the pesticide,i vomited it...

28 Jan

Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 27 Jan

Who will care the pain of those sufferers?Surely not God.Like me,these days,in a hell,always be cursed. 25th Jan,my psycho parents threw the dishwashing towel into hot water pot,i had no choice but drank these dirty water....

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Shizuka When you're in extreme hunger,everything tastes nice.I guess i ate too much,so let the bone stuck in the esophagus.Never feel luck and happy in my life,like i was born to be a jinx. I never want this,but a poor and psychotic family like a curse,i have no...

27 Jan

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 19 May

On May 17th, I went to the computer repair shop in town to replace the battery for my laptop. I had been using this battery for six years, and finally it couldn’t hold up anymore. So I walked 25 li (12,500 meters) to Chouka Town,...

diary

repair computer

noise

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Shizuka It's fixed now,i don't know why,it just disappeared in a flash when i restarted the Computer at 2:00 today

19 May

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Lena Kovadlo @lovebuglena (49277) • Staten Island, New York 19 May

I checked my Goodreads reading progress for 2025 and it says that I’ve read 25 books so far this year. Once I finish The Bonfire of the Vanities it will be 26. My goal for this year is 77 books, though I was hoping to end...

goodreads

reading progress

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Shizuka @lovebuglena I'm a writer,research on literature,poetry,novel,essays. now i take a rest because i write too many things.And summer is close,that's not a good time to write. I guess i'll start writing in this winter.This time,i'll read many fictions to help me...

19 May

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 19 May

On May 17th, I went to the computer repair shop in town to replace the battery for my laptop. I had been using this battery for six years, and finally it couldn’t hold up anymore. So I walked 25 li (12,500 meters) to Chouka Town,...

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Shizuka The bus has been temporarily suspended because the highway is renovating now

19 May

Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 9 May

Dark sky crows flew across the cornfield, i'm Van Gogh drew the starry night alone. With the little hope Fireflies come afield, i make the memory into a golden crown. All i have is distant memory which has frozen, shall wander by...

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Shizuka No matter how bad the life is,as long as i still can write freely,i will never give up the dream of being a poet.That's the only way i can prove myself under this hopeless world.

13 May

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 9 May

There are somethings i got in these days: 1,Jesus has submitted to Satan,use his death on crucifix to exchange the eternal fame of the Messiah,he spells the curse about the Human rights prevails everything,unlimited...

christian

jesus

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Shizuka I wish i'm wrong,if i'm right,the apocalypse will fall down on the human and there is no way we can escape from this tragedy

13 May

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 26 Apr

Last night i cleared all of followers on my new social account,i've spent 3 years to promote works to the overseas Chinese.But no one cares about my literature.They just want to see me speaking of dissidences and getting arrested...

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Shizuka I don't think free download is a bad thing,that can let more people to read my works. Artist lives on the fame first,talent second,i have no fame,so no matter how talent i am,no one will care about me. I tried many ways to earn the fame,but under Communist...

28 Apr

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 26 Apr

Last night i cleared all of followers on my new social account,i've spent 3 years to promote works to the overseas Chinese.But no one cares about my literature.They just want to see me speaking of dissidences and getting arrested...

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Shizuka I plan to go to Gutengburg and Scribd to share my works,to take a chance.I find only dozens of people are downloading my works on Zlibrary,that's too pathetic.I guess i need to shift the position. Surely,i don't care about the readers,because all i write is...

27 Apr

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 26 Apr

Last night i cleared all of followers on my new social account,i've spent 3 years to promote works to the overseas Chinese.But no one cares about my literature.They just want to see me speaking of dissidences and getting arrested...

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Shizuka Thank you,the darkest moment has come,meanwhile,the dawn is also getting close.

26 Apr

Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 26 Apr

Last night i cleared all of followers on my new social account,i've spent 3 years to promote works to the overseas Chinese.But no one cares about my literature.They just want to see me speaking of dissidences and getting arrested...

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Shizuka I hope your wish can come true!

26 Apr

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 25 Apr

I haven't been here over 7 months,about half a year,i'd been editting my works and thinking of what truly disillusionism is.Finally i created my best book"The Bubble of LifeRemake of disillusionism" on Zlibrary. Still as...

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Shizuka It's the Last Test of God to us,when Communist China becomes invincible and wins all,the freedom world totally turns depraved,only punishment to good and grace to te evil,no God will help us out of this hell,will you still believe in Jesus?Most of people...

25 Apr

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 25 Apr

I haven't been here over 7 months,about half a year,i'd been editting my works and thinking of what truly disillusionism is.Finally i created my best book"The Bubble of LifeRemake of disillusionism" on Zlibrary. Still as...

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Shizuka Once i cursed God and wished to beg the power from Satan,now i understand everything.I deserve what i got because i did too much bad things in my previous life,so God throws me into Communist China to purge my sins.I'm Glad that God let me figure out it's not...

25 Apr

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 1 Aug 24

In these days,China starts to promote the Net License,it can track every history you did on the Internet. Once Chinese Policemen needed to ban and delete your social accounts one by one if you speak the dissidence,but with the...

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Shizuka Thank you,i will

2 Aug 24

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Shizuka @choijungeun (2710) • Hangzhou, China 1 Aug 24

These days i've been brainwashed by cute anime"Shikanoko nokonoko koshitantan".It's about a deer girl noko and her friends shared the interest daily life in Deer club.They're President of Student Committee,Torako Koshi,her siscon...

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Shizuka deer girl,yuri,siscon,daily school life,that's all,i feel i find back the feeling in my teenhood.

1 Aug 24

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