I don't even want to be here

Yes, every year. Every year when my aerobics instructor starts training for the 34 mile hike out in treacherous gods country I say I will NOT be going with her. Then I go on the first hike just to see if I can still do it and I come home so sore I can't walk up my stairs.
But the very next weekend I am out there yet again hiking even further up bigger hills for longer distances.

I keep going until she gets up to 19 miles then after that I start slacking off and say all over again that I will never ever hike this particular section of wilderness ever again. I am such a liar! lol

All the time, Mr Fishie. Especially babysitting grandkids, I keep saying 'never again', then say yes when they ask.
I do sometimes carry on doing stuff on the computer knowing I have a migraine coming on and then get annoyed with myself for not stopping.

Sometime I also feel bad. I can't give proper attention to any work. Then I sit before my computer.The touch of online friends give me some relief.

I have done that many times P1key! I swear that I am not going to do something or overdo it whichever the case may be, but I still "creep back" also! With me I think it has to do with liking to do what I swear I won't do, so it is harder for me to stop doing sworn off thing than to suffer the consequences when I go ahead and do it!!

Now if I have mixed you up with my response...join the club!!

Hi pikey,



I do feel bored sometimes being on my computer but its like a drug as I still can't keep away from it and I am just hooked on mylot, although I keep saying I'll give it a rest but can't, nict to see you though as we have missed your wit. Hugs.


Tamara
xxxx

Yes, its called internet addiction - don't worry, I suffer myself! And yes it can certainly make the eyes pretty tired, something to do with the fact the eyes are focused on the same fixed distance for long periods of time...

And we both know the answer!!!

Hi p1ke, I hope you feel better fairly quick...it is definitly not the same without you around...guess there is a lot of things for me I have done that have really tried to avoid..eg going out when really I would much rather be snuggled up on here or watching the TV, but can't think of anything else at the moment that I have sworn to avoid...hugs LoLo

I always have the same kind of feelings like you. I get a headache now, because I have spent so much time in front of the computer and without go out for a walk or have a rest or breathe some fresh air. What I do is just staring at the screen and do something meaningless. Oh, I could not even bear myself.

I do this all of the time. I usually do it every day of the week. I have set myself a goal in life and I force myself daily to sit here and achieve it. I hate to get behind on anything.

Feel I bit like that today too. This one is only about the fifth topic I have responded to and I will more than likely sign off and come back tomorrow. I am very active on MyLot and rather addicted to the place but I am getting to the stage where I may take weekends off because I am finding computer work too tiring. Sometimes all that is needed is a break. Hope you feel better soon...