I´m so sad.

It seems that the last time she was suffering a lot. But I´m devastated for the pain of my friends. I can only hope their faith helps them.

@LadyDuck And surviving is not the same as living. Although I had my own interests, my husband was the center of my life.

@marguicha It's very hard, Mom survived more than 40 years after my Dad was gone.

I am terrible sorry for her parents, my friends

@MarieCoyle They have not yet answered my mail telling them that I´d like to go and give them a hug when they can have me.

@marguicha No one wants to outlive their children. And yes, her parents are no doubt just drowning in grief.

@marguicha ........It's supposed to happen that way. Let's not hurry it along any though okay?

@celticeagle I take care of myself as much as I can. But sometimes you just can´t.

I hope I die before my children do.

I guess the worse is for her parents, my friends.

@kaylachan Children should not die before parents.

@marguicha Yes, it would.

I agree.

Thank you.

@marguicha You're welcome.

@DaddyEvil

It is terrible. And I´m sure it must be devastating fot his parents.

I am heartbroken. I knew her all her life.

Thank you.

It is terrible when children die before their parents.

That´s what my aunt (103) tells me.

@marguicha I'm so sorry. That's much too young.

I know. The type of cancer I had (lymphoma non hodkings) was autoinmune too. I´m just lucky to be alive.

@marguicha i am glad you are. i have fibromyalgia - neck pain, spine too, knees, shoulder/elbow, type of aching i hate, then burning throat syndrome and and apparently a kidney autoiimune disease but i don't know anymore. i'm just trying to live day by day and not stress too much but i've noticed my body is better when days are warmer and sky is clear. and i'm not visiting doctors anymore; they drained my blood and my energy enough and are not that nice.

I just want to go and hug them. There are no words.